Monday, December 24, 2007
....:: A clean break is easier.You can reset it and it heals,and you can move on.But if you leave things messy or things don't get put right then it just hurts.Forever ::...
Why do i still put my hopes too high when i know at the very end,i will still stumble n fall down.Hard.I always said i gave up.But then i kept on trying.What was i hoping for?A change?It hurts so much.That ans always make me want to jz break down n cry.That very ans,it makes me hate tt word nw.
Why am i bearing all this when i jz leave n get away frm it?Its hard.As i try to move away,it keeps coming back.When i learn to let go,tt hand came struggling in search for mine.Still,i hold on to tt,tightly.Just give me an ans.Anyone.Why am i still here n not away frm tt thing?haiz.
Right now,my brother is massaging my shoulder.I smell something fishy.
And BAM!!There you go.."Nur,nk beli laptop?"."Yeah okay.I'll go ask my dad.Die cap(izit e correct spellin?) duit." I know,my dad is his dad too.Obviously i dont have the money.
I just finished watching these two movie,"Because I Said So" and "Little Black Book".The first one,damn cool.Imagine ur mom asking u,"How does an orgasm feel like?"
The 2nd one is also great.The paragraph on top,i got it frm that movie.How does a girl,who jumps into a rabbit hole and comes out at the other end stil doesnt change?The answer is,she doesn't.
Okay,I'm absolutely am tired right now.So here's my ans to u aidah.What the hell am i doing in woodland just now.I went to buy stuff for my class bbq pit and helped out my fren's mom carry all those stuff to her hse.
I was so blessed jz nw.Syaf as usual was late.Hehe.So we took the bus and damn.We were at the very right time.So now i know how it feels for syirah to have tt long journey to sch everyday.Damn tiring.Especially when i woke up at 7.15am.Thanks ana for waking me up.
Finally got to meet the few ppl that i miss.Ana,siew leng,karen,lala,nana n syaf.Syaf was stunned when she saw me.Thanks a lot eh.The 3 musketeers were laughing n smilling seeing me.
After that,went to tamp.I became a 'cheti'.Had to meet Halimah Jan.I miss her soo soo much."Omg!!Now u really look like dora the explorer!!" Wow.In other words,she's saying im cute.Right jan?
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