Yours Truly, Baidura...
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Siti Nur Baidura
Nineteen
11 April 1990
Diploma in Business Management
Nanyang Poly
A simple girl with a complicated love life
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Monday, October 20, 2008
Life is so damn frustrating these few days.
First,it was the incident on friday.Only those who knows,know.I wish i could just turn it around and never did it.Damn it!Why oh why??!
2nd,my dad thought im not studying just because i talk to edah on fri for hours.It was the first time after so long i talk to her on the phone.Its not an everyday thing and ive never neglect my studies.The proof wld be through my results.Isn't that enough?Busting my ass off to get A for all my subjects and be a leader in my cca.
3rd wld definitely be about my cca.The attendance was bad.Meeting almost everyday with different people.The games,performance,goodie bags,logistics and PA system.The main stuff have alr been told to the in-charge.So that is one big burden lifted off frm my shoulder.There are other area that is urgh!!Why can't you just do what uve been told to?I know what im doing.Grooming the juniors is one thing.Then what is e seniors doing?Sit back and shake leg izit?They need guidance to help them with their task.I ask u to do it for my own reference,not urs.Its for me,coz i must b prepared wen im faced with the teacher in-charge.I have so many tings to do and this tiny lil ting u cnt even do!CCA is not my only priority alright!I sacrifice meeting up with frens and so on for this.Im not the leader for only this cca alright,i have ma studies too.Im not greedy to take up the role as leader for almost all the tings alright.I was appointed and ive never complain abt it coz that shows u guys n e lecturers believe in me.Do u need to be scolded to do ur job?I dont like to scold ppl in order for them to do their work but uve crossed the line and i had to do it.I have to be firm to u and i hate it.I want to enjoy working with my team.Not scolding.
SCHOOL HAS BEEN A BITCH AND AWKWARD!!
4:58 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Life is so damn frustrating these few days.
First,it was the incident on friday.Only those who knows,know.I wish i could just turn it around and never did it.Damn it!Why oh why??!
2nd,my dad thought im not studying just because i talk to edah on fri for hours.It was the first time after so long i talk to her on the phone.Its not an everyday thing and ive never neglect my studies.The proof wld be through my results.Isn't that enough?Busting my ass off to get A for all my subjects and be a leader in my cca.
3rd wld definitely be about my cca.The attendance was bad.Meeting almost everyday with different people.The games,performance,goodie bags,logistics and PA system.The main stuff have alr been told to the in-charge.So that is one big burden lifted off frm my shoulder.There are other area that is urgh!!Why can't you just do what uve been told to?I know what im doing.Grooming the juniors is one thing.Then what is e seniors doing?Sit back and shake leg izit?They need guidance to help them with their task.I ask u to do it for my own reference,not urs.Its for me,coz i must b prepared wen im faced with the teacher in-charge.I have so many tings to do and this tiny lil ting u cnt even do!CCA is not my only priority alright!I sacrifice meeting up with frens and so on for this.Im not the leader for only this cca alright,i have ma studies too.Im not greedy to take up the role as leader for almost all the tings alright.I was appointed and ive never complain abt it coz that shows u guys n e lecturers believe in me.Do u need to be scolded to do ur job?I dont like to scold ppl in order for them to do their work but uve crossed the line and i had to do it.I have to be firm to u and i hate it.I want to enjoy working with my team.Not scolding.
