Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I break a record.I stayed at home 4 days straight during the CNY holidays.That reminds me,Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends.
Today Accounts class was very productive.Thanks for the company Halimah aka Hali.Lately,I realised that when we went for our lunch break..Its only the 4 of us.What happened to the rest?What happened to the last 3 months together?
2 hours break was very draggy.Like what Hali said,"OMG!Its onli 13mins." since the last time she checked the time.Then with Mooda's joke..abt preventing the things on e table to not fly away.
M: Idah,nnt angin jatuh..
I: Oh,kirekn angin jatuh,barang2 tolak ah??
In class,I don't know what got into Idah(besides the reason i was irritating) that she kept on scratching me.Shld have taken a pic.
Class discussion today was about finding evidence for auditing.So Sim came out with an eg abt a husband cheating and how are we going to find out..Then theres this part about hiring a P.I and when asked,i manage to ans.It was Hui Jia's turn n she said she's not a P.I so she don't know *smack forehead*
Me(asking Idah) : Oh kirekn aku P.I ah nie??
Idah: Ko bkn P.I....Ko P.I.G!
Then an argument abt Idah always marking the attendance with I for those who attend n leaving the rest blank..
Me: Oi!Ko tk tau nk mark 'O' ke??Mentang2 badan mcm nie..(pointing to 'I' on the attendance list)
5:23 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
Sometimes in life.....

There really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.
I'm sure by now,you know that me n Aidah have already watched 'Bride Wars'.I thank CS cinema for having an earlier showtime cause if not,I wouldn't even get to watch it with Aidah.Its a movie where you shouldn't bring your boyfriend along to watch it..If you have a best friend,go with them..Cause its more to friendship than love story.
My two fridays has been great.First with Farz,then with Aidah.I wonder if i ever can combine these two together.Not that they can't face each other,but sometimes its not the right timing.
Accompanied Aidah to Mcdonald so that we can sit and she can do the jigsaw puzzle thing for her boyfriend.It was really of you to do that.Those words you wrote are not 'cliche'.If it comes deep from your heart,its sweet and romantic.
OH!I just told Aidah what i want for my 21st Birthday.I know,its still a long way to go but to hell with that.I want a LD.Can't believe i mention that to her but i did.Yay me!
This was the Dry Ice after i pour water on it.Awesome shit!

Minah 'Prop'

Look at those evil eyes....
Anyway,to the request of Halimah Jan,I shall give the link here...On Thursday,Mrs Sim announced to the class that our application for Poly will be on the 9th-13th February 2009.We have to apply it at this website,so please take note.I don't want to be writing this at the whiteboard later.. And please update your CCA at ITE portal latest by 18th Feb.
Anything,feel free to ask me online or sms.Please spread around this to your fellow friends.Thank you.
....::I'm glad you called me just now::.....
9:09 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
This sucks..
I just want everything to go back the way it used to be.I'm soo fucked up.I shall take tmr to deal with things.U may ask,why not now?
I just wanna calm myself and my soul first.Maybe i need yoga or meditate?Ah well,all i need to do is just deal with things.Calm n easy.Not saying things that wouldn't help solve the problem.
Just now CA was sumwhat a tricky question.I did everything that i know and hope for the best.
After CA,have no where to go..So we all went to eat at LJS with Farhan n Nizam tagging along.After lunch,we head down to some void deck near Idah's place.
Yeah like typical M&M.It was fun really.Naufal plug out the vending machine wire so that mooda can charge her laptop aka computer riba.Hehe.Naz learned that word today.
Had to use the toilet so went up to Idah's place.Oh her niece is soo cute.Both nieces knows my name!I told idah,my name might be the first word a baby might say.Carry her around for awhile and after that,she wants to follow us downstairs.How cute.
After the rest went off,left me idah naufal n naz.So Naz wanted to play the game..'dont forget the lyrics' malay version..Jan wouldn't stand it if she was there just now.
Left quite early just now and here i am in front of my lappy.
I need you Dee.Let's just leave everything behind.
8:28 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
9:46 PM
"When you feel your heart's guarded,
when you see the brake's started,
when the clouds have all departed,
you'll be right here with me."
I've been missing out on things with my friends.I wasn't there for Dee when i know he needs someone to talk to and also to cheer him up.I was too caught up with my own things that i forgot these people that have been there for me all this while.
Lately,some people have been telling me i like to keep things to myself.I can't open up to them.It's not that i don't trust them.That's me.It is something that i couldn't do.Give me time.Even after knowing my best friend for 6 years,I dont open up to her on certain things.
Don't ask me to be direct because that's not me.I put other's feelings first cause karma can bit u like a bitch.
Take one step at a time and i'm sure i can overcome this.Not now but soon.
chiao
7:55 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
I seriously have some photos to upload.I do have the time.But my usb cable just have to create a problem for me.My dear brother doesn't know where he put his usb cable.How wonderful!
I self-declare holiday just now.Didn't feel like going to school.Worst part is,my other friends didnt go either.What a good role model eh..Since i self-declare holiday for myself,i went out and spend my time with farz.
Meet her at 2.'Janji Melayu' abes.This time,im e one who drag her around.First stop was to Bugis.Found something that i want.I almost bought what farz has been wanting for quite some time.So i spare the thought of buying.Then she wants some coffee.So we headed down to Terminal 2 to have coffee at coffeebean.
Farz: I wanna find a job lah.
Bai: Why dont u become a prostitute.Atleast that way,guys would want you.
Her reaction was of course full of vulgarities.She got back at me a few mins later n vice versa.So that is how it goes throughtout the whole outing today.
Then i drag her to TM to find more things.I spend almost $100 today.U can't blame me.I've not been going shopping for quite some time.Next stop might be bra shopping with mom?or sis?cause i was hoping they could pay for me.
In the bus,which again i manage to make farz take the bus home..both of us were too tired that we just kept quiet.I had a great day with you darling.Once a month we do this okay??I'm glad things work out with u n ur best friend.
chiao
9:41 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I can't believe that i survived my lesson from 8-3pm.Woke up at 6 as usual but slept at 1plus.Less than 5hrs of sleep.I don't blame you aidah for talking to me on the phone till that late.Its not an everyday thing and it just brings back those memories where we use to talk till god knows what time.
Accounting lesson i'm still able to stay awake and fresh.Occupy myself by doing those revision qns and i manage to complete it.2hrs of break time soo doesnt help cause it made me wanna dose off.I gave up in auditing class.Couldn't absorb in whatever she was teaching.
Graduation date is released but we don't know when is the real date.6-8 May.Mrs Sim asked me if i want to be the class rep for this graduation video shoot or whatever it is and i said yes.I don't know why but i said yes.Shall update abt it once i get to know what it is.
Before i reach home,i got the shock of my life.Me n idah was talking about fiza on the way to the bus stop.Guess who was under my block?That fiza of course.She had no idea that was block.She was with her friend,forgot her name.The feeling was awesome!I just sms-ed her i miss her and there she is.Cool-ness!!
Now parents heading off to some relative hse to pay a visit.I have no idea who.But condolence to the family.Brother is heading off to work soon and i'll be alone.BLAH!
I'm looking at the photo on my study table.I miss the gfs a lot!!I wish we could have one day to spend with each other.Not a few hours together but about the whole day.Like hanging out at edah's place kinda whole day ting.
7:37 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
"I like big butts and i cannot lie..
Thats the song that made me late to meet my sis just now.I was suppose to meet her at bugis at 1.30pm.But just now,i was becoming a pure malay(i am actually)..so i reached there at abt 1.45pm.'Janji melayu' (Malay's promises) is the right term to use.
It was sisters day.She's all mine today cause my bro-in-law is working today.She had her lunch at some place at Adam Rd.Laughing for the fact that she confidently put lots of chilli thinking she could handle it.Then head down to SP.Two reasons.I wanted to check out the Business courses there.She wanted to visit her old sch.Telling me where she use to date my bro-in-law and her hang out place.
I'm still considering what courses or where i wld want to go aft ITE.In the meantime,i shall enjoy the company of my current classmates.

Orchard was our next destination.We were walking around at Paragon when suddenly both of us had the sudden urge to go to the perfume section.She was telling me tat Nina Ricci's perfume is nice.So i go and find out and its true.Both of us argued abt which perfume smell nicer.But its just that we have diff liking.So that baby above belongs to me thanks to her.Thank u sis!
Walked arnd HMV cause i wanted to find some cd but failed.Head back to my aunt's place.MY GOD!Faris Haziq vomitted in front of me.He was running arnd aft he ate and when i wanted to go home,i asked him to salam me and BAM! he vomitted.poor baby boy.He is one of the reason i like going to my aunt's place during the weekends.
OH!Yesteday,me n my fren went to TP open hse.Finally i can call edah something.I was at the back watching the LT show and wen her character is announced,i smiled n think(evil ones of course).Babe,i shall call u that from now on.Put aside the character tingy,u were great.Really.Im not saying this bcoz ure my gf kay?
Best part was i finally get to meet my most sarcastic-sadistic-lovely best friend,Aidah and most kechorable yet fun edah.
11:25 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
The bunch that i couldn't resist n wish i could have more time with them...



4 Days hanging out at starbucks..Enough already!
Everyday is with different cliques.Mostly with Dee,Naz,Jan n Fal.The jokes and the heart to heart talk is the best.Getting to know more about each other.Asking direct qn.Like how Dee asked me about Fal in front of him.Like how i asked Fal about his reaction when the incident he found out about my feelings towards him.Getting to know Jan's frens like Priya n Hafi even better.
Just now,the topic was about...who is 'fuckable' in our class and then we have to choose two..it can be..(girl + guy),(girl+girl) or (guy + guy).We actually have a winner.But i wont post the name here.It's between me,naz n dee.
Yesterday's joke was hilarious.Go to Dee's blog on my links.It is Dee's dumb moments.This is what we call 'BENGAP'.
I've read Ifah's blog.I also want to get to know the gfs even better.If you were to ask me eg:their fav colour..i would be clueless.Don't you think so gfs??
9:10 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
People has been bugging me to update my blog..but seriously speaking,i have nothing to blog about.Aidah suggested to blog about anything.Ifah asked me to blog about my 2009.
The truth people,my life has been constantly down for the past few days.Something inside felt missing and i don't know what it is.
Just now was back to school.Last 3 months.OMG!Those people who never turn up to sch always..especially e cliques(eg:Dee),please come just for the sake of coming.
Yest night,had the weirdest dream.A very mixed and fucked up dream.Felt that that dream meant sumting or might meant sumting.If only i could figure out something out of it,atleast it can lessen the thinking sia.
8:13 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I break a record.I stayed at home 4 days straight during the CNY holidays.That reminds me,Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends.
Today Accounts class was very productive.Thanks for the company Halimah aka Hali.Lately,I realised that when we went for our lunch break..Its only the 4 of us.What happened to the rest?What happened to the last 3 months together?
2 hours break was very draggy.Like what Hali said,"OMG!Its onli 13mins." since the last time she checked the time.Then with Mooda's joke..abt preventing the things on e table to not fly away.
M: Idah,nnt angin jatuh..
I: Oh,kirekn angin jatuh,barang2 tolak ah??
In class,I don't know what got into Idah(besides the reason i was irritating) that she kept on scratching me.Shld have taken a pic.
Class discussion today was about finding evidence for auditing.So Sim came out with an eg abt a husband cheating and how are we going to find out..Then theres this part about hiring a P.I and when asked,i manage to ans.It was Hui Jia's turn n she said she's not a P.I so she don't know *smack forehead*
Me(asking Idah) : Oh kirekn aku P.I ah nie??
Idah: Ko bkn P.I....Ko P.I.G!
Then an argument abt Idah always marking the attendance with I for those who attend n leaving the rest blank..
Me: Oi!Ko tk tau nk mark 'O' ke??Mentang2 badan mcm nie..(pointing to 'I' on the attendance list)
5:23 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
Sometimes in life.....

There really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.
I'm sure by now,you know that me n Aidah have already watched 'Bride Wars'.I thank CS cinema for having an earlier showtime cause if not,I wouldn't even get to watch it with Aidah.Its a movie where you shouldn't bring your boyfriend along to watch it..If you have a best friend,go with them..Cause its more to friendship than love story.
My two fridays has been great.First with Farz,then with Aidah.I wonder if i ever can combine these two together.Not that they can't face each other,but sometimes its not the right timing.
Accompanied Aidah to Mcdonald so that we can sit and she can do the jigsaw puzzle thing for her boyfriend.It was really of you to do that.Those words you wrote are not 'cliche'.If it comes deep from your heart,its sweet and romantic.
OH!I just told Aidah what i want for my 21st Birthday.I know,its still a long way to go but to hell with that.I want a LD.Can't believe i mention that to her but i did.Yay me!
This was the Dry Ice after i pour water on it.Awesome shit!

Minah 'Prop'

Look at those evil eyes....
Anyway,to the request of Halimah Jan,I shall give the link here...On Thursday,Mrs Sim announced to the class that our application for Poly will be on the 9th-13th February 2009.We have to apply it at this website,so please take note.I don't want to be writing this at the whiteboard later.. And please update your CCA at ITE portal latest by 18th Feb.
Anything,feel free to ask me online or sms.Please spread around this to your fellow friends.Thank you.
....::I'm glad you called me just now::.....
9:09 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
This sucks..
I just want everything to go back the way it used to be.I'm soo fucked up.I shall take tmr to deal with things.U may ask,why not now?
I just wanna calm myself and my soul first.Maybe i need yoga or meditate?Ah well,all i need to do is just deal with things.Calm n easy.Not saying things that wouldn't help solve the problem.
Just now CA was sumwhat a tricky question.I did everything that i know and hope for the best.
After CA,have no where to go..So we all went to eat at LJS with Farhan n Nizam tagging along.After lunch,we head down to some void deck near Idah's place.
Yeah like typical M&M.It was fun really.Naufal plug out the vending machine wire so that mooda can charge her laptop aka computer riba.Hehe.Naz learned that word today.
Had to use the toilet so went up to Idah's place.Oh her niece is soo cute.Both nieces knows my name!I told idah,my name might be the first word a baby might say.Carry her around for awhile and after that,she wants to follow us downstairs.How cute.
After the rest went off,left me idah naufal n naz.So Naz wanted to play the game..'dont forget the lyrics' malay version..Jan wouldn't stand it if she was there just now.
Left quite early just now and here i am in front of my lappy.
I need you Dee.Let's just leave everything behind.
8:28 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
9:46 PM
"When you feel your heart's guarded,
when you see the brake's started,
when the clouds have all departed,
you'll be right here with me."
I've been missing out on things with my friends.I wasn't there for Dee when i know he needs someone to talk to and also to cheer him up.I was too caught up with my own things that i forgot these people that have been there for me all this while.
Lately,some people have been telling me i like to keep things to myself.I can't open up to them.It's not that i don't trust them.That's me.It is something that i couldn't do.Give me time.Even after knowing my best friend for 6 years,I dont open up to her on certain things.
Don't ask me to be direct because that's not me.I put other's feelings first cause karma can bit u like a bitch.
Take one step at a time and i'm sure i can overcome this.Not now but soon.
chiao
7:55 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
I seriously have some photos to upload.I do have the time.But my usb cable just have to create a problem for me.My dear brother doesn't know where he put his usb cable.How wonderful!
I self-declare holiday just now.Didn't feel like going to school.Worst part is,my other friends didnt go either.What a good role model eh..Since i self-declare holiday for myself,i went out and spend my time with farz.
Meet her at 2.'Janji Melayu' abes.This time,im e one who drag her around.First stop was to Bugis.Found something that i want.I almost bought what farz has been wanting for quite some time.So i spare the thought of buying.Then she wants some coffee.So we headed down to Terminal 2 to have coffee at coffeebean.
Farz: I wanna find a job lah.
Bai: Why dont u become a prostitute.Atleast that way,guys would want you.
Her reaction was of course full of vulgarities.She got back at me a few mins later n vice versa.So that is how it goes throughtout the whole outing today.
Then i drag her to TM to find more things.I spend almost $100 today.U can't blame me.I've not been going shopping for quite some time.Next stop might be bra shopping with mom?or sis?cause i was hoping they could pay for me.
In the bus,which again i manage to make farz take the bus home..both of us were too tired that we just kept quiet.I had a great day with you darling.Once a month we do this okay??I'm glad things work out with u n ur best friend.
chiao
9:41 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I can't believe that i survived my lesson from 8-3pm.Woke up at 6 as usual but slept at 1plus.Less than 5hrs of sleep.I don't blame you aidah for talking to me on the phone till that late.Its not an everyday thing and it just brings back those memories where we use to talk till god knows what time.
Accounting lesson i'm still able to stay awake and fresh.Occupy myself by doing those revision qns and i manage to complete it.2hrs of break time soo doesnt help cause it made me wanna dose off.I gave up in auditing class.Couldn't absorb in whatever she was teaching.
Graduation date is released but we don't know when is the real date.6-8 May.Mrs Sim asked me if i want to be the class rep for this graduation video shoot or whatever it is and i said yes.I don't know why but i said yes.Shall update abt it once i get to know what it is.
Before i reach home,i got the shock of my life.Me n idah was talking about fiza on the way to the bus stop.Guess who was under my block?That fiza of course.She had no idea that was block.She was with her friend,forgot her name.The feeling was awesome!I just sms-ed her i miss her and there she is.Cool-ness!!
Now parents heading off to some relative hse to pay a visit.I have no idea who.But condolence to the family.Brother is heading off to work soon and i'll be alone.BLAH!
I'm looking at the photo on my study table.I miss the gfs a lot!!I wish we could have one day to spend with each other.Not a few hours together but about the whole day.Like hanging out at edah's place kinda whole day ting.
7:37 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
"I like big butts and i cannot lie..
Thats the song that made me late to meet my sis just now.I was suppose to meet her at bugis at 1.30pm.But just now,i was becoming a pure malay(i am actually)..so i reached there at abt 1.45pm.'Janji melayu' (Malay's promises) is the right term to use.
It was sisters day.She's all mine today cause my bro-in-law is working today.She had her lunch at some place at Adam Rd.Laughing for the fact that she confidently put lots of chilli thinking she could handle it.Then head down to SP.Two reasons.I wanted to check out the Business courses there.She wanted to visit her old sch.Telling me where she use to date my bro-in-law and her hang out place.
I'm still considering what courses or where i wld want to go aft ITE.In the meantime,i shall enjoy the company of my current classmates.

Orchard was our next destination.We were walking around at Paragon when suddenly both of us had the sudden urge to go to the perfume section.She was telling me tat Nina Ricci's perfume is nice.So i go and find out and its true.Both of us argued abt which perfume smell nicer.But its just that we have diff liking.So that baby above belongs to me thanks to her.Thank u sis!
Walked arnd HMV cause i wanted to find some cd but failed.Head back to my aunt's place.MY GOD!Faris Haziq vomitted in front of me.He was running arnd aft he ate and when i wanted to go home,i asked him to salam me and BAM! he vomitted.poor baby boy.He is one of the reason i like going to my aunt's place during the weekends.
OH!Yesteday,me n my fren went to TP open hse.Finally i can call edah something.I was at the back watching the LT show and wen her character is announced,i smiled n think(evil ones of course).Babe,i shall call u that from now on.Put aside the character tingy,u were great.Really.Im not saying this bcoz ure my gf kay?
Best part was i finally get to meet my most sarcastic-sadistic-lovely best friend,Aidah and most kechorable yet fun edah.
11:25 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
The bunch that i couldn't resist n wish i could have more time with them...



4 Days hanging out at starbucks..Enough already!
Everyday is with different cliques.Mostly with Dee,Naz,Jan n Fal.The jokes and the heart to heart talk is the best.Getting to know more about each other.Asking direct qn.Like how Dee asked me about Fal in front of him.Like how i asked Fal about his reaction when the incident he found out about my feelings towards him.Getting to know Jan's frens like Priya n Hafi even better.
Just now,the topic was about...who is 'fuckable' in our class and then we have to choose two..it can be..(girl + guy),(girl+girl) or (guy + guy).We actually have a winner.But i wont post the name here.It's between me,naz n dee.
Yesterday's joke was hilarious.Go to Dee's blog on my links.It is Dee's dumb moments.This is what we call 'BENGAP'.
I've read Ifah's blog.I also want to get to know the gfs even better.If you were to ask me eg:their fav colour..i would be clueless.Don't you think so gfs??
9:10 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
People has been bugging me to update my blog..but seriously speaking,i have nothing to blog about.Aidah suggested to blog about anything.Ifah asked me to blog about my 2009.
The truth people,my life has been constantly down for the past few days.Something inside felt missing and i don't know what it is.
Just now was back to school.Last 3 months.OMG!Those people who never turn up to sch always..especially e cliques(eg:Dee),please come just for the sake of coming.
Yest night,had the weirdest dream.A very mixed and fucked up dream.Felt that that dream meant sumting or might meant sumting.If only i could figure out something out of it,atleast it can lessen the thinking sia.
8:13 PM