Saturday, February 28, 2009
I spent my entire time at my aunt's place studying.Lucky me I'm used to noises cause one by one sat around at the table where i was studying.I like it cause you can listen to their gossip,advice and jokes.That was like my source of entertainment.
Before that,drive my parents to this block near afghan cause they have to attend this wedding thing.Too lazy to dress up so I just sat in the car listening to the radio.
Confidence level went up again after being pressured and scolded by my brother the other day.He was panicked when i drove too fast,then started yelling asking me to brake.Then that made me panic.So i step on the brake hard.Shouting won't help brother.Tell me in advance.You first got ur Class 3 license 4yrs ago.I only got it for like what,4hours?Big diff big bro.
Now gfs all can't wait to be driven arnd by me.Patience okay?I need to get the green light from my family to drive on my own.Soon,but not so soon.
8:47 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
First and foremost.....
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!
That's how happy i am.No more travelling to Ubi and waking up early for driving lesson.It's tiring at times.Now it's over.Now then i can focus 100% on my exams.2 papers.I can do it!!
Ouh!The tester is not a 'fucking chibai'.A good man.God bless you and your family.Hee.He even make fun of the previous tester i had.Couldn't stop laughing.
Before that,i saw Edah there at CDC.Thank god ure there babe.I need a hug so much at that point of time.The weather was making me even more nervous.It was raining cats and dogs just now.Amazing i manage to pull it through??Cool!
Okay.That's all for now.Bro is bugging me to drive arnd.Chiao!
6:39 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
18 hours to driving test.
Confidence = 70%
Luck = God knows
Wish = Not to screw up and tester better not be a fucking chibai
"Eh bai,ko dari loyang sec eh??" - IFAH ASKED ME THIS!!!
*gave her the wtf face* and said "Aku kan dari Tampines Sec."
That's one thing i rmbr when i went out with her on Monday.Just need someone to accompany me to IKEA to find a frame for my class photo.After the other gfs is done with the exam,I have more bitches to ask out.But if they wanna ask me out,have to wait for my call or till 11 March.hee.
Spend half the day with arab.Thank you for accompanying me and thanks to me u got a cheaper movie ticket.hee.
Yati,if ure reading this..where the hell have u been??Atleast the rest i know they are still alive.You have gone MIA for quite sometime.No news no updates.Tsk.
Still can't forget the look on Naz's face when i out of the blue said,"Naz,i love you.." in a very sweet voice.Gosh!Classic.Dee was mentioning yest that he said he likes to see couple fight.I suggested,just bring Naz's bf to starbucks.Its like instant food.Just put in the microwave and there you go.
I saw you twice today.I don't want to see you but i want to at the same time.You didn't even wave like u used to.You didn't even smile,the way that i like seeing them.Why do you appear at this point of time?Fiza's right.The more you don't want to meet that person,the more you will bump into them.Hate that i dont hate u,not even close,not even at all.
Aidah,if u didn't get A for ur accounts..i'll kill you.hee.If you had call me yest night,i wld have press any no and hold it..like toot...What is in profit and loss???!!!Thank god ure not in my course or else you will be such a disgrace.Now since your exam is over,i shall drag u out of the hse more often.Or i will suprise you at home.It has been quite sumtime since i last went to ur hse to play with izzul.I miss my boifren!I forbid you to roll your eyes.Ah heck.Like you care.
Okay.Done.Wish me luck!
9:12 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
This is my 200th post.Awesome shit.
Right now,i'm still dreaming.A dream that is so sweet and precious that it makes you not want to wake up.I just don't feel like waking up to the fact that my ITE life is over and that the people i meet everyday will go separate ways.
Look at the picture below.Ana,fiza n me was sitting the same position as them.Ana was sitting alone.Me n Fiza were side by side.Then ana said,"Bai,agaknye bile kite dah tua..kite mcm gitu ehk..."
We went to meet Idah after her rebonding.Babe,fuck whatever they say.Your hair is nice and it suits u.You look lovely.Waited for Aisyah to finish her work while Idah went back to her mom's place.
Walked all the way from afghan to the church bus stop.Only when we reach her block that i realise we could have the shorter route.Fiza was a bit blur today.So was i.Jan said that I'm a bit blur today.Ana's was 'my otak senget'.
Idah left after awhile.So the 4 of us just hang out at the fitness corner nearby.We're like a bunch of monkeys over there.

10:02 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Yesterday was a day i wish it won't happen again.Full of drama and a mess.Can't believe i manage to overcome those things.
I confessed to Dee yesterday about something that was totally difficult for me to express it.He just hit the right nail.Must have known what i was thinking all this while ah.For that,I love you Dee!!You know me well,to a certain extent of course.
Just now in class,mooda received an email showing pictures of a woman giving birth.I saw it and freak out a little.Wait,scratch that.A lot!The weird thing was,i didn't know why i still want to go further down to see more pictures.Curiosity maybe?
First picture looks like it was porn or something.Actually,it was a doctor trying to feel if the head is '10cm?' out of the..erm..dont think i need to mention whr.Just when i thought i saw the other side of mooda.Its like putting my hopes so high,and i came falling down hard on the ground.
Just like Liyana yesterday."Eh bai,ko nak air pape tk?" That kind of qn would be like someone wanting to give u a treat.But that girl just had to dissappoint me.tsk.
Karma's a bitch has proven its point.All thanks to Ilah.The incident on Mon and Wed just had to prove it.All these revolves arnd the word,'MONEY'.Share a cab on both days and she always win.I had to keep my money or her money in the end.Liyana even better,"tkpe lah bai.Kalau aku tk cukup duit biler2 nnt,aku minta ko."
Okay.Im seriously tired.I have to sleep early today.If not,idah's sms would wake me up and that means I will be late for sch.Like just now.Suprisingly,Naz went to the morning class just now.I'm proud of u,b!
7:18 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
20 days to exam
10 days to TP
I pray to God,hoping i could clear these 3 test.I don't want waste my parents' money anymore for my driving.I want to clear it once and for all.Think of it as 'Lucky No.2' .
"Women are so complicated",Dee said.I think we are.We say things that we don't mean it.Saying things for the sake of saying it.PMS makes it even more complicated.Now who says being a woman is easy.
I self declare holiday yesterday.Decided on sun night that i didnt wanna go to sch.Sorry friends for not telling.I don't want to be the ring leader.I don't feel good if i never go,and u guys decided not to.Hope you understand.
Went studying yest at starbucks.More like hanging out.But i still manage to complete 1 accounting qn n 4 sets of mcq qns.I'm sure naufal had a great time yest with 5 girls around him and us talking abt girls stuff.That's what you get for hanging out with a grp of girls.
Right now i'm just waiting for ana n jan to come down my house to study.Finally i manage to file my stuff and arrange them according to topic.I think its easier that way and i wont feel panicked if i were to see a whole pile of papers on my desk.Now i felt relieved and can focus on my studies.
Back to life.Back to reality.
12:46 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentines' Day to all my friends and girlfriends ;)
I miss the girlfriends.I've been meeting them like in a small group or individually.I want all together at the same time.I miss and love you girls so much!

My left arm are no longer in pain.First thing i did when i met idah n jan at int on thurs was to swing my arm in front of them.So happy!!
Have been going home late for the past few days.Not enough rest can lead to attitude problem.It leads to all sort of problems.Manual case grades was a relief.Pulls my grade up to a B.Just work my ass off for the exam and HOPEFULLY,i can get 4pt.
Friday the 13th wasn't bad afterall.Had a splendid time.Was out the whole day again.First to Ubi Driving Centre,then to Bugis and then to Bishan.Catch the movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' with my sis,bro-in law and the 2 of them.It was awesome and didnt feel like it was almost 3hr movie.
It was my first time going out with them.Just them without Idah.It felt 'great'!And my sis now knows them and even send them.It was all like nicely arranged.Aysh stay a few blocks away from me.Fiza stay a few block away from sis.Had a great time with you two.How i wish Idah could be there with us.
Chiao for now! Take care loved ones.
7:19 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
On Sunday,my neighbour invited my family to the birthday party.My mom raised her up since she was a baby.Now she is 5yrs old.Time flew by that quick.When i step into her house,I saw a very beautiful picture.A nice view that i can't stop looking at it.Guess what it is.
Played soccer with idah during s&w and it was great.Played the penalty shootout and my leg and hand hurts trying to block it.She kept on saying,"Persie ajar aku eh..".
After sch,Mooda had cravings for Yong Tau Fu.So we walked to Eastpoint.On the way there,saw some grp of guys sparring under the MRT track.Then she came out with this,"Skali bsk suratkhabar keluar headline 'Boy died UNDER the MRT track'..." Kelakar juga si dekni.Haha.
After that,they chill out at my place.Naz paid $30 for pizza just so that she can the long sofa frm naufal.Both of them always argue about the small stuff.Me n dee can only do nothing.
At night,was when i think i scared the shit out of Aidah.I was in pain cause my left side could move.I can't even sit n walk cause it will all lead to me having difficulty to breathe.So i lay down all alone with her on the line.Sorry to get ur nenek all worried.
Now,Aidah is telling me to go to the doc and saying im stubborn for not wanting to go.
Guys,the application for poly is here.Till 13 Feb.So please give it a try and apply.The website: http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae/Default.aspx?id=Overview
If LG ever need a model to advertise their handphones,Naz definitely can be the one.
10:29 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
4 weeks=28days=672hours
That is how much time left before exam.yikes!
Tmr is the application for poly and i still have not made up my mind where i want to go aft ITE.Should i follow my sister's footstep?Both of us thinks e same way abt Accounting.That conversation in the car when we went out together was great.Heart to heart talk.
Naz and me had a conversation the other day while she shops for stuff.She have been saying she needs a new wallet.So i suggested that i buy for her a new wallet for her birthday.Naz being naz,said no.She doesn't want to be reminded that she's getting old.
B: How abt I buy for you in the name of love?Showing you that i love you.
N:Erh no.I love you too Baidura.
Sweet but hard to crack.Then at night,Liyana and her friend joined us at Food Culture.I was tired and having ulcer,therefore i was quiet.After we left,she asked me why i nvr disturb her.Especially about the 'youtube love'.Didnt know that someone likes to be disturbed by me.
Head home after Liyana checked out her stuff at cotton on.Went home with her friend Huda while the rest hang out till god knows what time.Then saw Aidah and her friends.Hug her so tight like what she said,'like never meet for 10yrs'.Still got the cheek to say,"Ape ko uat kat sini??Anak dara tk baik tau balik lmbt." when she's on the way to have her dinner.tsk.
Fucked up mind.Mixed feelings.How i wish i could just stop things..stop myself..from doing things i wouldn't or will ever be ready to do.
12:18 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
If I never update today,I can tell you Aidah would definitely ask me to update.Her usual line would be,"eh!ko tak tau nk update eh?" So before she says that to me,I better update.
Friday,finally met up with some of the gfs.Where are the other 3??U girls better make it up after ur exams.Had a great time that day.And ana,the next time we meet..can u put ur phone away??She was on the phone or busy sms-ing the entire time we're together.tsk!


Ouh!Thursday was fun too.We become the typical M&M sitting at pondok.In front of tpss.Playing cards and the forfeit was awesome.And Naufal,stop looking at me when you say 'babi'.Tsk!Annoying.I shall say bravo to those who were there n doing a gd job at the forfeits.
Okay,i gtg.Naz has been bugging me to meet her now.My leg hurt like crazy!
11:41 AM
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I spent my entire time at my aunt's place studying.Lucky me I'm used to noises cause one by one sat around at the table where i was studying.I like it cause you can listen to their gossip,advice and jokes.That was like my source of entertainment.
Before that,drive my parents to this block near afghan cause they have to attend this wedding thing.Too lazy to dress up so I just sat in the car listening to the radio.
Confidence level went up again after being pressured and scolded by my brother the other day.He was panicked when i drove too fast,then started yelling asking me to brake.Then that made me panic.So i step on the brake hard.Shouting won't help brother.Tell me in advance.You first got ur Class 3 license 4yrs ago.I only got it for like what,4hours?Big diff big bro.
Now gfs all can't wait to be driven arnd by me.Patience okay?I need to get the green light from my family to drive on my own.Soon,but not so soon.
8:47 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
First and foremost.....
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!
That's how happy i am.No more travelling to Ubi and waking up early for driving lesson.It's tiring at times.Now it's over.Now then i can focus 100% on my exams.2 papers.I can do it!!
Ouh!The tester is not a 'fucking chibai'.A good man.God bless you and your family.Hee.He even make fun of the previous tester i had.Couldn't stop laughing.
Before that,i saw Edah there at CDC.Thank god ure there babe.I need a hug so much at that point of time.The weather was making me even more nervous.It was raining cats and dogs just now.Amazing i manage to pull it through??Cool!
Okay.That's all for now.Bro is bugging me to drive arnd.Chiao!
6:39 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
18 hours to driving test.
Confidence = 70%
Luck = God knows
Wish = Not to screw up and tester better not be a fucking chibai
"Eh bai,ko dari loyang sec eh??" - IFAH ASKED ME THIS!!!
*gave her the wtf face* and said "Aku kan dari Tampines Sec."
That's one thing i rmbr when i went out with her on Monday.Just need someone to accompany me to IKEA to find a frame for my class photo.After the other gfs is done with the exam,I have more bitches to ask out.But if they wanna ask me out,have to wait for my call or till 11 March.hee.
Spend half the day with arab.Thank you for accompanying me and thanks to me u got a cheaper movie ticket.hee.
Yati,if ure reading this..where the hell have u been??Atleast the rest i know they are still alive.You have gone MIA for quite sometime.No news no updates.Tsk.
Still can't forget the look on Naz's face when i out of the blue said,"Naz,i love you.." in a very sweet voice.Gosh!Classic.Dee was mentioning yest that he said he likes to see couple fight.I suggested,just bring Naz's bf to starbucks.Its like instant food.Just put in the microwave and there you go.
I saw you twice today.I don't want to see you but i want to at the same time.You didn't even wave like u used to.You didn't even smile,the way that i like seeing them.Why do you appear at this point of time?Fiza's right.The more you don't want to meet that person,the more you will bump into them.Hate that i dont hate u,not even close,not even at all.
Aidah,if u didn't get A for ur accounts..i'll kill you.hee.If you had call me yest night,i wld have press any no and hold it..like toot...What is in profit and loss???!!!Thank god ure not in my course or else you will be such a disgrace.Now since your exam is over,i shall drag u out of the hse more often.Or i will suprise you at home.It has been quite sumtime since i last went to ur hse to play with izzul.I miss my boifren!I forbid you to roll your eyes.Ah heck.Like you care.
Okay.Done.Wish me luck!
9:12 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
This is my 200th post.Awesome shit.
Right now,i'm still dreaming.A dream that is so sweet and precious that it makes you not want to wake up.I just don't feel like waking up to the fact that my ITE life is over and that the people i meet everyday will go separate ways.
Look at the picture below.Ana,fiza n me was sitting the same position as them.Ana was sitting alone.Me n Fiza were side by side.Then ana said,"Bai,agaknye bile kite dah tua..kite mcm gitu ehk..."
We went to meet Idah after her rebonding.Babe,fuck whatever they say.Your hair is nice and it suits u.You look lovely.Waited for Aisyah to finish her work while Idah went back to her mom's place.
Walked all the way from afghan to the church bus stop.Only when we reach her block that i realise we could have the shorter route.Fiza was a bit blur today.So was i.Jan said that I'm a bit blur today.Ana's was 'my otak senget'.
Idah left after awhile.So the 4 of us just hang out at the fitness corner nearby.We're like a bunch of monkeys over there.

10:02 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Yesterday was a day i wish it won't happen again.Full of drama and a mess.Can't believe i manage to overcome those things.
I confessed to Dee yesterday about something that was totally difficult for me to express it.He just hit the right nail.Must have known what i was thinking all this while ah.For that,I love you Dee!!You know me well,to a certain extent of course.
Just now in class,mooda received an email showing pictures of a woman giving birth.I saw it and freak out a little.Wait,scratch that.A lot!The weird thing was,i didn't know why i still want to go further down to see more pictures.Curiosity maybe?
First picture looks like it was porn or something.Actually,it was a doctor trying to feel if the head is '10cm?' out of the..erm..dont think i need to mention whr.Just when i thought i saw the other side of mooda.Its like putting my hopes so high,and i came falling down hard on the ground.
Just like Liyana yesterday."Eh bai,ko nak air pape tk?" That kind of qn would be like someone wanting to give u a treat.But that girl just had to dissappoint me.tsk.
Karma's a bitch has proven its point.All thanks to Ilah.The incident on Mon and Wed just had to prove it.All these revolves arnd the word,'MONEY'.Share a cab on both days and she always win.I had to keep my money or her money in the end.Liyana even better,"tkpe lah bai.Kalau aku tk cukup duit biler2 nnt,aku minta ko."
Okay.Im seriously tired.I have to sleep early today.If not,idah's sms would wake me up and that means I will be late for sch.Like just now.Suprisingly,Naz went to the morning class just now.I'm proud of u,b!
7:18 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
20 days to exam
10 days to TP
I pray to God,hoping i could clear these 3 test.I don't want waste my parents' money anymore for my driving.I want to clear it once and for all.Think of it as 'Lucky No.2' .
"Women are so complicated",Dee said.I think we are.We say things that we don't mean it.Saying things for the sake of saying it.PMS makes it even more complicated.Now who says being a woman is easy.
I self declare holiday yesterday.Decided on sun night that i didnt wanna go to sch.Sorry friends for not telling.I don't want to be the ring leader.I don't feel good if i never go,and u guys decided not to.Hope you understand.
Went studying yest at starbucks.More like hanging out.But i still manage to complete 1 accounting qn n 4 sets of mcq qns.I'm sure naufal had a great time yest with 5 girls around him and us talking abt girls stuff.That's what you get for hanging out with a grp of girls.
Right now i'm just waiting for ana n jan to come down my house to study.Finally i manage to file my stuff and arrange them according to topic.I think its easier that way and i wont feel panicked if i were to see a whole pile of papers on my desk.Now i felt relieved and can focus on my studies.
Back to life.Back to reality.
12:46 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentines' Day to all my friends and girlfriends ;)
I miss the girlfriends.I've been meeting them like in a small group or individually.I want all together at the same time.I miss and love you girls so much!

My left arm are no longer in pain.First thing i did when i met idah n jan at int on thurs was to swing my arm in front of them.So happy!!
Have been going home late for the past few days.Not enough rest can lead to attitude problem.It leads to all sort of problems.Manual case grades was a relief.Pulls my grade up to a B.Just work my ass off for the exam and HOPEFULLY,i can get 4pt.
Friday the 13th wasn't bad afterall.Had a splendid time.Was out the whole day again.First to Ubi Driving Centre,then to Bugis and then to Bishan.Catch the movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' with my sis,bro-in law and the 2 of them.It was awesome and didnt feel like it was almost 3hr movie.
It was my first time going out with them.Just them without Idah.It felt 'great'!And my sis now knows them and even send them.It was all like nicely arranged.Aysh stay a few blocks away from me.Fiza stay a few block away from sis.Had a great time with you two.How i wish Idah could be there with us.
Chiao for now! Take care loved ones.
7:19 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
On Sunday,my neighbour invited my family to the birthday party.My mom raised her up since she was a baby.Now she is 5yrs old.Time flew by that quick.When i step into her house,I saw a very beautiful picture.A nice view that i can't stop looking at it.Guess what it is.
Played soccer with idah during s&w and it was great.Played the penalty shootout and my leg and hand hurts trying to block it.She kept on saying,"Persie ajar aku eh..".
After sch,Mooda had cravings for Yong Tau Fu.So we walked to Eastpoint.On the way there,saw some grp of guys sparring under the MRT track.Then she came out with this,"Skali bsk suratkhabar keluar headline 'Boy died UNDER the MRT track'..." Kelakar juga si dekni.Haha.
After that,they chill out at my place.Naz paid $30 for pizza just so that she can the long sofa frm naufal.Both of them always argue about the small stuff.Me n dee can only do nothing.
At night,was when i think i scared the shit out of Aidah.I was in pain cause my left side could move.I can't even sit n walk cause it will all lead to me having difficulty to breathe.So i lay down all alone with her on the line.Sorry to get ur nenek all worried.
Now,Aidah is telling me to go to the doc and saying im stubborn for not wanting to go.
Guys,the application for poly is here.Till 13 Feb.So please give it a try and apply.The website: http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae/Default.aspx?id=Overview
If LG ever need a model to advertise their handphones,Naz definitely can be the one.
10:29 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
4 weeks=28days=672hours
That is how much time left before exam.yikes!
Tmr is the application for poly and i still have not made up my mind where i want to go aft ITE.Should i follow my sister's footstep?Both of us thinks e same way abt Accounting.That conversation in the car when we went out together was great.Heart to heart talk.
Naz and me had a conversation the other day while she shops for stuff.She have been saying she needs a new wallet.So i suggested that i buy for her a new wallet for her birthday.Naz being naz,said no.She doesn't want to be reminded that she's getting old.
B: How abt I buy for you in the name of love?Showing you that i love you.
N:Erh no.I love you too Baidura.
Sweet but hard to crack.Then at night,Liyana and her friend joined us at Food Culture.I was tired and having ulcer,therefore i was quiet.After we left,she asked me why i nvr disturb her.Especially about the 'youtube love'.Didnt know that someone likes to be disturbed by me.
Head home after Liyana checked out her stuff at cotton on.Went home with her friend Huda while the rest hang out till god knows what time.Then saw Aidah and her friends.Hug her so tight like what she said,'like never meet for 10yrs'.Still got the cheek to say,"Ape ko uat kat sini??Anak dara tk baik tau balik lmbt." when she's on the way to have her dinner.tsk.
Fucked up mind.Mixed feelings.How i wish i could just stop things..stop myself..from doing things i wouldn't or will ever be ready to do.
12:18 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
If I never update today,I can tell you Aidah would definitely ask me to update.Her usual line would be,"eh!ko tak tau nk update eh?" So before she says that to me,I better update.
Friday,finally met up with some of the gfs.Where are the other 3??U girls better make it up after ur exams.Had a great time that day.And ana,the next time we meet..can u put ur phone away??She was on the phone or busy sms-ing the entire time we're together.tsk!


Ouh!Thursday was fun too.We become the typical M&M sitting at pondok.In front of tpss.Playing cards and the forfeit was awesome.And Naufal,stop looking at me when you say 'babi'.Tsk!Annoying.I shall say bravo to those who were there n doing a gd job at the forfeits.
Okay,i gtg.Naz has been bugging me to meet her now.My leg hurt like crazy!
11:41 AM