Yours Truly, Baidura...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

That wasn't suppose to be my pose.I was looking back to see if its the end of the travelator.But Dee's pose is cool!

Isn't she hot??Oh!!I meant Radhiah..

Okay.Yst was Earth Hour day..Did you switch off your light?Yes?No?I don't care.Cause i did!Okay im bored.Bye!

12:47 PM

Friday, March 27, 2009

Someone said to Ana that both of us look like a perfect couple.Aww.I love you Dee!Haha!He's my bitch.I'm his bitch.

Period.

2 days straight i stayed at home.Achievement to me.So today I didn't wanna rot at home and like just nice edah asked me out.So I went out.Supposed to meet in the aftnn.But yours truly woke up a bit late than usual and both Dee n Edah had to come all the way to my hse.

"I've never seen soo many Banglas before!!" - Edah

My area is re-painting the walls and stuff.That explains why she said that.And both of em came like sweating.Its a hot weather sia!So i suggested why don't we go airport since its air-conditioned.Slack at T3 Mcdonald.Aft we go bored of that place,we head down to T2 Starbucks.Edah's wish come true when she met Rad.

Edah had to leave early.The idea of hanging out at edah's area turned to hanging out at her place.Played scrabble and we come out with the most silliest word cause its the last few that we had.Should meet up more often and with more people.

11:21 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Have you ever had that situation,looking at things from a different angle and that made you realised things..The bus ride home with Priya made me realise that.We were sitting facing the back.Then i look outside.

People has been chasing and rushing to get what they want etc but forget to take a break,look back and reflect.Had this conversation with Fiza last night on the phone cause she looked kinda down when she met us at Mcdonalds.

Theres never the right time or place to say or show how much you care for your family and friends.So all i want to say is,I treasure and love you guys soo much!Friends,do tell the person you love that you love them.Don't live life with 'what ifs'.Whether its worth or not,atleast you know its out in the open.Im spreading the loveee here people!

Yesterday was one hell of a great monday.Go out,come back,go out again.Yest was a random meet up with random people.Naufifi,Alif,Edah,Fiza,Aysh and Dee.Still can't believe i drag Alif all the way from woodlands to come and meet us.

Today was one hell of bad Tuesday..minus the Naz's coffee presentation and meeting up with e frens.I almost got myself into an accident and all i want to do was cry.Asked Dee not to talk to me for awhile after we got off the car.Sorry Dee for driving like shit cause i was freaking pissed.FYI,i almost get my bro and me into an accident.Dee wasn't there.So im not trying to kill my friend.I love my Dee okay!

Before attending the presentation,my stomach decided to create a prob.Drinking the milk,orange juice and coffee all makes it even worst.So what do you do when you have a stomach ache?Not those types where theres a need for toilet trips.Its just pain.Come and share so i can spread the love.

10:38 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Nearly 2am in the morning,my mom woke me up telling me she's going out to send my dad to the hospital.First I thought i was dreaming.Then i went to check the time and was suprised to see it was 1plus.Received an unexpected sms from someone.That's when i realised i wasn't dreaming and quickly sms my bro what happened.

He was warded for awhile and by 2pm,he can be discharged.Went back home and my uncles and aunties all started coming to my house.The siblings thought of going out and we decided to head down to Parkway and suprise2,just now was the first time i drove my sis n bro in-law.

Sis said she wont scold or nag e way like my bro did.She somehow didnt.But i saw her almost falling asleep right beside me!Almost missed the exit from expressway.When we reached there,it was packed.Bro offered to park the car for me cause its reli scary lah okay.

The baby above is now mine.Thanks to the siblings!That was my advanced birthday present.Love love love you guys!That made me feel way better.Time spent with them was great.I wonder if i should follow the bros to Adidas sale tmr at expo.

I did say i can handle it and it won't be complicated.But i forgot to tell you one thing,it's going to take me quite some time to get back to my own self and be able to face you.Give me some time and things will get back to normal in no time.Don't feel guilty cause it wasn't your fault.It was mine entirely.

10:24 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

Went to JB yesterday with parents and aunts.Drove from Singapore to JB.Went there for family matters.I didn't wanna go actually.But my mom beg me and i felt guilty.Gosh.Damn my weakness.There was this one part where i had to start a fire but failed after a few times.

My aunt said,"Haiz,kids nowadays doesn't even know how to set fire.." I reply,"Its because when we were lil kids,you guys told us not to play with fire.So its not our fault".

Had been going out for the past few days to keep my mind off things.Followed what Fiza advice me to do.Wednesday,went to watch Race to Witch Mountain with Aidah and her siblings.If she hadn't force or shld i say insist to follow her,i would have stayed at home.Thank you Aidah. :)

I know i was there physically,but my mind was somewhere else.Sorry BF!You made me laugh,constantly talking without asking me to tell stories and snap me out of my thoughts.

People always say that dream will turn out to be the opposite.Now i wonder if i want my dream to be the opposite.

8:42 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

This was the only two picture that i could grab.It's enough for me.Above is the cake that we make full use of the money left in the class fund.80 bucks spent on it is soo worth it.Completely finished when i came back from buying drinks at Shop n Save.

A confession that turned out nasty

I don't know why i had to add that last sentence,but all i wanted to say was 'I love you'.I was finding the right time to say those words but theres never the right time.I'm sorry i had to say that.Maybe i was afraid.Maybe i was scared.Do know one thing,i did not even judge you from the starting till now.I never judge a person from what they have done in the past,because people change.Don't involve this two diff world between us because that's not how we became friends.It's the chemistry,bonding and time we shared together that made us close friends.I accept you for who you are.I love you unconditionally.I care for you like you're the precious crystal i ever had.How can you not see all this?What do i have to do to make you see all this?

12:09 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

Dalam senyum ini,ada tangisan.
Tangisan seorang insan terluka.

Everytime I say that this would be the last time i'm going to IT show,I will still go for the next one.My sis definitely had the best bargain and boy she is so fickle-minded.First HP(which was one of the reason she asked me to come along),then Toshiba,Acer and finally Compaq.

Rush off to meet the girls at Pasir Ris mrt.We always stick to the 'janji Melayu'.
Time to meet:6pm.
Actual meet up:7pm.

After coming from IT Show,I insist on taking the bus to Downtown.Sorry girls.Had dinner at Pastamania.Then chill out at Coffeebean.Then that is when Edah told us something.

I can't believe you did that to me sia Edah.You freaking lied to me.I feel so cheated.How can you do that to me sia?You hurt my feelings know.

Ku harapkan impian menjadi kenyataan

Oh did i tell you I highlighted my hair.Thanks to Aysh who took the time after work to come my house and do.Being labelled 'Minah' by friends and brother.

Yesterday,had our class chalet.Meet up at 3pm.Reached there at 6pm.Damn the cake's huge.Shall post pictures after i get it??I was suppose to give a speech when its the cake cutting ting.WTF!Didn't expect that lah.They were all,"Chairman!Chairman!Chairman....!"

Didn't sleep the whole night.Talk,listen to song.We were the only group who are still not asleep.Manage to beat Naz and Dee's bet on what time i will fall asleep.Me being me will sleep early usually.
Naz's:10pm (Custard!).
Dee's:2am

Went to bed at arnd 8am after a walk at the beach.So relaxing.Sleep.Wake up.Transfer to 1st floor room.Sleep again.Wake up again.Finally gave up and just stay awake till i reached home at 4pm today.Ok toodles.

To Amalina,all the best for your TP tmr.

And I thought being strong meant never losin' your self-control
To hell with my pride,let it fall like rain from my eyes.

7:40 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

HAPPY GRADUATION FELLOW CLASSMATES!

It's finally over.2 years past by that fast.One of the best years in my life.I'm glad that i met you people.Wouldn't be easy for me to let it go.Cause you guys changed my life.

I did do some cleaning just now.Didn't have any plan today and internet's down in the afternoon.Aidah said its like a therapy.Good but difficult.

While waiting for the results,I shall enjoy my break.I deserve it right?I have plans for this week.So people,make a date with me for next week.Looking forward to this sat's meetup with the gfs.The class chalet which i still haven't ask my mom if i cn stay overnight and my dad about driving the car.

Yesterday,after exam..Had our lunch at LJS.Then me and ana had to go T3 to order the cake for the chalet.To Ubi next cause Ana want to apply for her licence!Chey!Then went home to change.Meet Aidah to watch her Watchmen.I totally had no idea what the movie was all about.

But if that is what it takes to be with my best friend,hell yeah.The first qn i asked was,"Why is it M18?" After the show,then i know why.Its so violent.Can't stand the scene when the hand was cut,head was stab.URGH!The other scene at the beginning,Aidah just had to turn and look at me.Thanks eh!

Aidah was telling me the stories about her dumb moment which i'm not gonna tell you here.I laughed so hard that my tummy hurt so bad.I regretted replying her sms earlier that day saying she wasn't stupid.

Brother showed me something on the net just now and asking if i want that for my birthday.Hell yeah!Then he looked at the price,he said nvm.I insist cause he offered earlier.Gave in and said he can share with my sister.One less pressie.But its all gonna worth it.I hope.

Currently waiting for my cheesecake and something else from Farz.Which i'm gona say,I love you very very much Farzanah!Aidah,you should bake too.Then give to me.Awesome plan.You will be like my bitch.

Which that reminds me.Naufal is Naz's bitch.If you were to look at Naz's nails,you wouldn't believe that Naufal did that for her.You go girl!That's our NauFiFi! "I'm like her bitch???"..Dee,Naz n me,"You are her bitch." Classic.Oh!He is gonna be my street directory on sun if i get to use the car.Should i be nice or torture?Naz wld definitely say torture.Right b?

9:11 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

If you ever come to my house,do take note of these things:

1. Make sure to beri salam to the right window cause for all you know,you might be saying that at my bro's room.You're lucky if he's not at home.If not,you will just scared the shit out of him.

2. If u wanna try to be funny and pretend you're selling 'epok2 panas',make sure you're 100% sure that i will be the one opening the door and not my mom.

3. And if you my mom to remember you easily and that quick(which does not happen all the time),do that 2 things above and you will be remembered.

Now my mom remembers Nazreen whom she thought was a guy on monday when i said i was at Naz place.Now,my family rmbr her as the 'epok2 girl'.Way to go babe!

I'm having my 'come moon'.Thankful though that its today rather than mon or wed.I will cry i tell you.Dee asked me to celebrate for having it.Of course i told him,first have a V then tell me to celebrate or not.

Okay im done here.

1:27 PM

I hope whatever i'm feeling isn't true.I hope its just a small mess in this chaotic pace of life.Let this be a nightmare so that i can wake up faster.

I'm the host for today's study outing.First it was Mooda,followed by Ana then Fiza & Aysh.Which then lead to me asking Naz n Fal to come up instead of playing cards at my block void deck.

Had a great laugh when Fiza was scanning her documents to be saved in her thumbdrive.Aysh and me was making fun of her about her IC and how we try to make it darker..Sorry eh babe kite kacau ko.Then both of them updated their blog at my house for a guy's sake.Utt ko nk letak mana fiza??

Went down to the void deck.Played some card games.Chit chat.Laugh.Smoke(not me).Dee joined us after that.And then Fiza n Aysh left.Dee has this ability to make people cry.Damn u!You're right sia!Don't want to talk to you anymore.Hah!Like i can live with that.Aww.

Naz & Dee stayed until 12 plus.We were too caught up in our conversation till we forgot abt the time.Lucky my bro was home.So i send them back.

1:38 AM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Minah Laut(supposedly 'Minah Bitch') in the making.

The story goes like this,i was telling idah that i look like a minah when i walked to the CC before meeting her.It was raining,so i rolled up my jeans and walk around with umbrella(not the fold put inside bag kind).Then at Burger King Downtown,we were talking and something came up abt me being a bitch.That's how the story goes.

Jonathan tag along with us to study there.He complained like a girl saying he have to take two bus then the bus took so long to get to downtown.It was a nice place to study during weekdays.The songs played down there are nice to hear and sing.Like what Atan say..'Kimak,semua lagu ko tau eh...'

He also call me 'Answer Sheet'.Idah was the one studying and of course she would have some qns,and she asked me.So its like i have the answer to everything being asked like an answer sheet.Kurang ajar rite that mamat sepet.That one he never said its racist.When i commented something that have nothing to do with racism,he will say "Sial ah..racist siak ko.."

Yesterday,Naz's Birthday celebration was a success.Im so happy.

We had to come up with a plan after plan A was a total failure.B,u make the whole planning thing a headache for us.You are soo difficult to keep away from.Hehe.But we still love you!

Plan changed.So we have to travel to Starbucks Airport.I fetch ilah and DRIVE them there.Ana and Ilah was the first two.So sorry to the rest.My dad drive the car back cause bro had to use it later at night.

Look how happy she was.She was smiling the entire time.From Starbucks to bus terminal to her house.

Naz:You guys are so sweet..

Me,Ilah & Yana:We know right....

Supposedly,Naz was suppose to cook for us Fried Marcoroni.Ilah die2 wanna stay until she got it.In the end,we got fried food.Dee,its unhealthy!!

Maid in training.Look at the supervisor.

I guess giving your camera phone to Yana is bad thing to do.And maybe a good thing too.You'll always be my beylo,liyana.I still remember this line i said to her after she make me travel from PR to Simei to Tamp to Simei back again."Aku jarangkn lagi gigi depan ko baru tau.." and of course i was joking lah kn.She knows that.

All the pictures above is taken by her and none by me.

Head back home arnd 11plus and reach home at 12.Damn tired.

I am soo gonna play with Idah's niece after exam.She is soo cute lah kn...Geram aku!Ana purposely send me this photo to make me jealous cause she got the chance to play with her lately.Hmph!

11:07 PM