A life.

2009-08-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

change link to www.baitheway.onsugar.com

2009-08-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

Bai says BYE-BYE!!

Finally, ALL the projects is done. I can finally start
on my revision. I'm totally over Internet & Web technologies and pray that I
never get that Gorilla ever again. What kind of teacher is that, when the
students have problems publishing the web and asked her for help and she called
her friend how to go about with it.

Everyone couldn't be bothered yesterday with share
point. We do care about our grades and we did put in effort. But with a tutor
like that who leaves us hanging the minute she doesn't know how to do, which
students would care.

Two presentations in one day. Effective Comm was a
success. I'm proud of you 3, Nas, Delfin and Jue Ming. Ms Anne call us, 'Jue
Ming's angels'. Our theme was Black and Yellow. Our attire was white top, black
bottom. Jue Ming wore a black tie. The girls tie a yellow ribbon on our head. We
took a picture but without the ribbon on our head cause its kinda itchy.
Overall, our group manage to get the best creative/most effort put in group. Our
group is the only group to make a talk show as a form of presentation. I'm
loving it!

On Sunday, which is National Day. I spent my entire day
at my cousin's wedding. It has been awhile since I last met my cousin. Super
busy with work and school. Next month, we're going to meet again for Hari Raya.
Wee! Speaking of that, I have 3 more days to pay back! Shit.

2009-08-06T15:12:00.001+08:00

Fiza: Oh you like this picture?
Me: Yeah. I like it cause its a clear picture of me driving. Not the person upfront.

Fiza: Idiot!

After 1 week of staying at home, I finally got the chance to go out and
breathe some fresh air. Asked my dad the day before if I could use the car, he
said "sure". Simple as that. Of course brother didn't believe it.

Waited for him to come back, as promised that I will be able to use it after
2pm. So he came back, I changed and head off to fetch Fiza under her block.
After so, we went to Simei to fetch my bitch, Dee. We had no idea where to go.
Initial plan was to the beach, but it rained earlier. 3 of us just decided to
gamble and head down to Changi Beach.

"Steven Spielberg in the making" - Dee

Both of them had so many ideas to make a film. They were going nuts. Too much
fresh air, I guess.

F: Eh peaceful eh kat sini. Takde org kacau.
D: Oh you're saying when you are somewhr else, ppl actually bother you ah.
*poking her as an eg*

While I was waiting to turn left, the vehicle in front was this NS dude who
is learning to drive. I look at him, turn to my right to see if there is
oncoming vehicle and look at him. I just went, "Not bad juga mamat kat depan nie."
Fiza laughed and said, "I knew you're going to say that!"

My dear Fiza didn't had her lunch and none of us wanted to eat, we decided to
just accompany her. Called Idah asking if she wants to join us since we're going
to Rasa 21 and its nearby her place. Glad you can come Idahna. It has been a
long time since I last met you.

Had to rush back home. So I quickly send the 3 of them home and fetch my
brother. Thanks bro for the movie treats. And also to Kak Shidah for the meal
after that. You must come to our house one day. If not, how to get engaged later
in November?

G.I Joe was awesome! Non-stop action. Sorry Aidah. Didn't know that you need
some company to watch it. She asked me out to watch this while I was in the
cinema watching. Some other movies alright?

2009-07-31T13:33:00.003+08:00

Its confirmed. One whole class are quarantined till further
notice. Damn. One by one is falling sick. How do I know? All from their MSN
nick. Those who are still surviving are scared to get it. What a class spirit.
All I hope is that everyone gets better by next week so that we are able to meet
and carry on with our lives. I miss them terribly.

After my A team meeting, which was at 8pm..I followed my bro and kak Shidah for
dinner at simpang bedok. With bro's best friend a.k.a gay partner, it was fun. I
agree with you kak shidah, abg zul can be pretty annoying.

Kak: How did the both of you become best friend? Both of you are totally
opposite of each other.

Abg Zul: Opposite attracts remember?

So it was a late night supper. Had to go home early cause all of us had to wake
up early in the morning to go school or work.

Me and Del were just talking about the last time we fall sick. It was after
Stats tutorial, the rest were busy with their projects. Both of us sat at one
corner, doing some facebook quiz and talking at the same time. And the very next
day, both of us were the first few to fall sick.

During Stats,

Ms Lee: So did anyone do the tutorial qns?

Del: Me! I got do.

Ms Lee: Can you show me? Bai, did you do?

Me: No?

Del: Oh no! Where did I put it?

Me: Hey Del, not bringing is equivalent to not doing too you know..

Nas: LOL!

Ms Lee: Haiz *Smile and shake head*

Nas's lesson learnt about me: When you wear slipper to school, either don't sit
beside Bai or don't remove your slipper and leave it unattended.

Del didn't learnt from it the first time. She did, after the 2nd one. And it was
unfortunate for me on Tuesday morning, that I drop my slipper while trying to
cross my leg. The first thing Del did was to pass it to Nas. I wonder why am I
grouped with them again?

Nas was late for class.

Nas: Eh I haven't finish my speech yet.

Bai: What? Really? But Ms Anne mention just now that first speaker must present
for the whole group today.

Del: *has been sitting there for a long time* Huh? She got say meh??

Bai: Del!! You're suppose to play along with it.

Del: You should have mentioned to me earlier.

Nas: Bai, that's why its only you and me who can be partners in crime.

Don't mind the long post. I'm effing bored. I'm going to stay
at home till Wednesday. What can I do?

2009-07-18T22:04:00.009+08:00

A date with Kak Shidah was great.Treated me to watch 'Harry Potter'.After that Abg treated us to Swensens.My lovely brother so sweet right..

I was still chewing my nachos when she pull me to take picture

She had to stand on a pavement in order to be of the same height as me

It was the best way to relax after a long,tiring and busy week.Next week have yet to come.I shall finish off one thing at a time.With CCAs,projects and upcoming exam in 4wks time.I can do it!

But with this,there's also sacrifices.Like meeting up with friends.I'm sorry you guys.If I can make it to meet up,I'll show up.When I'm having the sem break,I will definitely meet you guys.

2009-07-11T17:31:00.006+08:00

I've been busy and tired easily for the past few days.That doesn't stop me from meeting my wonderful friends.

Below was the picture taken from facebook.It brings a lot of memories and definitely cheered me up.I remember it was in sec 3,if i'm not wrong and this was a Malay debate.I can't remember the topic.But good memories definitely.FYI,the girls won.

Last Tuesday,I met Liyana and Ilah even when I was really tired aft preparing for my presentation the day before.It was all worth it.Had dinner at Pizza Hut and then aft,met Naz and Farhad at starbucks(where else).

The week before was meet up with Fiza and Aidah.It was definitely coincidence that the 3 of us wore the same color for top and bottom.Fiza's friend just had to comment that this is the new uni for toilet cleaners.Oh yeah,according to Aidah..I'm Aidah's best friend by default.

Do we look alike?Really?Best friends are siblings separated from heaven.What can i say.

Then it was Karen's 19th Birthday.Dinner at Swensens with Ana and her.Had a great time catching up with her after so long never meet her.The last time was during graduation.

I swear,I meet this girl a lot more than my other friends.Oh well,except Ifah.She came to meet me all the way to Yio Chu Kang.Her first time meeting my poly friends too.I had a great time disturbing her and vice versa.Thanks for tolerating with me for all these times.hahaha!!Love you babe!

2009-06-24T12:41:00.001+08:00

Vacation extended??I guess so.

2009-06-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

Serendipity- "an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident"

Can two people be fated for each other?Can destiny brought them together?Are there really soulmates?Can where you're standing actually be the reason or the absence of sign?

Can I write my name and phone no on a piece of $5 note and hope my soulmate will get that change someday?Or if i were to write that same thing on my fav bk and sell it to the 2nd hand bookstore and hope he will find it?

Why do we make decisions or work when these things will lead us together?Its the mistakes that we made and learn from that may lead us to our destiny.So are we suppose to make mistakes and be fine with it cause that will lead us one step closer to 'the one'?

I'm not saying I don't believe that 'miracles do happen' or 'fate will bring us together'.But how true is it?It is proven that these things happen?Do i have to wait and hope 'the one' and my bright future will come to me just like that.*snap*

Happy 27th Birthday to Abg(Best Bro in the world) and 16th Birthday to Insyirah Burne!!

2009-06-18T22:48:00.008+08:00

Hello everyone! Namaste! I realised I've been associated with the Indians recently.First with the Jai Ho mass dance in camp.My project is about India.Damn I think Karma's a bitch!

So some of you might know that I spent my weekends in school for camp.It was one hell of a camp.So much fun and lots of fun experience.The fun part was the water slide during the mass relay.Hot weather + Water slide = Fucking fantastic.But the flour part was so yucky!!

Mass dance to the Jai Ho song was the bomb!Coolios to Fad and Wei Liang!!Best part was when the alumni had to learn and joined us for the dance.

We were the first team to arrive back to the last pit stop!

Seniors having fun with our flags.

Facilitator showing us the mass dance

The last game before we all depart from each other.Musical Chair.

On Tues,finally get to meet Aysh and Fiza after so long.We went to Orchard to catch a movie 'Monster Vs Aliens 3D'.We're the only bunch who actually laugh out loud.Fiza is going to KL on sat.Im gonna miss you babe!!

Yest,Dee joined me and Ifah to NYP.His first time going there.One of his sentence was,"our school".Wah!Feel the sense of belonging alr ah..It was blast chatting with each other and him telling the stories abt some customer he had to face.You can do it kay dude!Be strong.You'll always be my bitch!

Today,had to go back sch to do proj.Aft that,make my way to Novena to meet my sis.Joined her and her friends to play Netball at her workplace.It has been a long time since i really played that game.If its playing for fun,i don't mind.As long as I don't need to represent any team its fine.

I shall rest for tmr to regain back my energy for Sat(chalet) and Sun(dinner with family) celebration for Fathers' day and Abg's bdae!

Toodles!

2009-06-11T23:07:00.005+08:00

Our dear Naufifi is going for his National Service tmr.Aww...Look at the picture.He gave us the taste of how his hair is gonna look like.No need to wait for tmr one.Efficient!

He wanted to thank the rest for treating him to a movie and he call them softly.I practically just shout 'KORANG!' and they all turn."How are you going to be a soldier like this?" -Baidura

Ghost of Girlfriends Past.Picked by Naufal.Imagine that.The choice given was 'Drag me to hell' or this show.The show is practically sweet and funny."What was that for??" line was in the show.Turned to Idah and said,"mcm pernah dgr line tu.."

After show was just a lil bit of catching up session.Jan's marshmallow cheek has become bigger.Feel like pinching it and make it bigger or burst it!!Haha!

To Naufal,wish you all the best for your National Service and hope your bunk mates are not the pain in the ass kinda person.Enjoy your time with the guys and be a better man.Be a man!Do the right thing!

2009-06-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

Done with ICAs.Whatever the results is,I just hope I pass.Thats all.

Holiday is next week and I'm already in the holiday mood.Project submission is the week when schools start.I'm so excited and looking forward for the holidays to complete the projects.Yipee! (spot the sarcasm ppl!)

Last man standing????

I guess not!Haiz boys..must been playing games the whole night..

"Sial lah!Why all the group leaders are OLD PEOPLE??" - Nas Nasyrah.That was her exact words yesterday when we draw lots for the group mates and leader.Thanks eh, ADEK!Young People(YP) nowadays..

I don't know if I got the dates wrongly but the show that we wanted to watch on Thurs will be showing in JULY!!By that time,our dear Naufal would already be in CAMP!Shit man!Me & Ana just come to a solution to let Naufal decide what movie he wants to watch and we'll pay for it.

I need my bitches!!I want to meet my ENTERTAINMENT BITCH=DEE!!I was just looking thru some pics yest and I can say it brings back lots of memories.But there is one picture,I looked at it and just had to say 'FUCK!'.The rest of it are good memories.

~Don't need to buy a diamond key to unlock my heart~

2009-06-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

2 more paper till I'm done with ICA for this term.After that,looking forward to the term break.Farewell party for our dear Naufal who will be going to NS next fri,camp next friday till sun.I was thinking of having a picnic.

Unplanned meet up with Edah with Fiza on Monday was a great way to start the week.Poor thing Dee couldn't join us cause now DADDY is working.I shall visit you one day at your workplace along with this two bitches.So don't be sad that you couldn't join us that day.

Edah got her ride finally that day.Send her home after she spend almost half the day at my house supposedly to sleep.I hope you're fine now babe.

Recently,some stuff have been happening.It made me think.How can one be selfish at times?Now i begin to doubt abt the last part of Bride Wars,that there could be one person,the same person who knows you better than yourself.So where is that person when you needed them the most?or when you have a prob,she's the first person you wanna talk to?

At times,I feel part of me is missing.

2009-05-28T19:45:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating.Busy preparing for my ICA.Next week will be totally busy.Luckily I play Guitar Hero the whole day during the weekends.Cause this week,I can't.Also kill my chances to meet Fiza if I were to go to my sis's place.

I miss soo many people!

A husband once asked his wife,"How can a woman be beautiful and stupid at the same time?" So the wife explain,"God made us Beautiful so that you are attracted to us.God also made us Stupid so that we are attracted to you."

Research shows that Women talks more than Men.Here's the scenario....

A husband was trying to prove to his wife that women talk more than men.

He showed her a study which indicated that men use about 10,000 words per day, whereas women use 20,000 words per day.
His wife thought about this for a while. She then told her husband that women use twice as many words as men because they have to repeat everything they say.

Her husband looked stunned. He said "What?"

2009-05-21T19:43:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DARLINGS!

Finally,after so long I get to do Birthday wishes here in my blog.Hehe.I miss both of them a lot.I hope tmr's plan is not cancel,cause I'm going to meet my dear Ana Banana after so long since graduation.So Ana,did you enjoy your day today?I hope you do.I'll always love you.

On Tuesday,someone pass her FTT.Congratulation Fiza!!So I met her after school cause I just need someone to accompany me to have dinner.I miss her and her tight tetek hug!Hahaha!She brought her friend,Hajar along.So I make new friend that day.Also from Loyang Pri like Aysh.

Teacher Siti,WTF face and Bai's face.

On Tuesday,is also my presentation day.Therefore,we have to wear formal.Look Nas's footwear.Tsk.So professional.Haha.Killer heels,damn.
A day out to Bugis.

The Ambassadors.

This looks like they making a video right??Walking on an empty corridor.

2009-05-16T20:49:00.011+08:00

Finally the weekends..

The two days that I can just wake up late,watch tv and relax.I've been having stiff neck since just now and it sucks.Now I have to do all my tutorials tmr.

Below is just random pictures of the day I went to my sis's place to play guitar hero and just fun-shot while waiting for class.

He sings better than he play the guitar.

My 'cool' brother

Together,we form a band. \m/

I met Edah and Dee yesterday.It was practically Dee's bad day.I shall not mention what happened to him or what he said.He's my bitch and I do not want to embarass him since we embarass him enough and also by telling Fiza about it.Karma can bite u like a bitch too so my hand is off!

The day before went to meet Aidah.I end at 5pm and was damn tired.If it hadn't been for Yan Zhen,I wouldn't meet you darling.But it paid off really.Except that last part of the day.I still can't believe we did that and there's always a first time to everything right babe?

I hope Man Utd win!

2009-05-12T19:12:00.004+08:00

If I were a boy...

I would never grow a moustache!

Things people do when their bored..

On Friday,Ifah counted how many seconds the travellator take to travel from one end to another.Its 45seconds.Do you know that??

Waiting for Dee and Fiza to meet us was soo long.We really walk damn slow at the airport.Slower than Farz's speed.Opps!To kill time,went to starbucks to meet Rad for awhile.

Sunday,woke up early to go for lunch at Sakunthala to celebrate Mother's Day.Still waiting for the pics from sis.I bet she forgot about it.The food there was damn a lot and yummy.Tak boleh angkz!After that went to my sis's place to play guitar heroes.Together with Alif and his bro.Together we form a band.

Next was to my NEPHEW's wedding.My bro-in-law gave the green light to drive his car.Weee!!!So I did.Parents didn't know about it untill we told them.Anw,my nephew is my age!He's still serving NS.I wonder how he is going to support his wife.Kids nowadays.(Love to say this Nas when she is being 'childish')

Nas's goal was to become mature by the end of Year 1.Everyone went,"Hah!Right!' We'll see okay,sweetheart.

I was trying really hard to stay awake for lecture.Must be from the earlier class where Nas and Wendy drag me from 4th to 5th floor when i told them its at 4th floor.Turned to Nas and said,"When jie jie says its at level 4,it is at level 4.See lah dont want to hear." Haiya,kids nowadays.

During tutorial.....

Delfin and I was comparing our pencil lead to see which one is longer.We're damn bored I tell you.

D:Why is yours longer than mine??
B:The longer the better what.

Both of us just looked at each other.Then..

Nas:I never hear anything.I never hear anything.I never hear anything.

The earlier class was about oral comm.So Ms Anne was telling us about a story where someone jump her queue and she asked to call the manager.She asked us to guess what the sales girl said.

Nas: She said to the manager that,that customer came first before you.
Ms Anne:You shouldn't say 'came' or 'come'.It has now become a sexual (something,i forgot)

2009-05-09T12:24:00.001+08:00

2009-05-07T19:57:00.020+08:00

HAPPY GRADUATION MY FRIENDS!!!

Finally the day that we all have been dreaming of has come.Our very own graduation ceremony.For 2years we all have working our ass off,today is definitely the day that shows all our effort paid off.We're HNitec holder.

#1 Supporter in my life

My very own source of motivation.

Kak IDAH!!!(Chey!Dah graduate sey!!)

Abang who has 6 wives.

Guan Liang,you'll always be our Chibai boy.

Always be my Jan ma Li Jan a.k.a Bel

The Panda eye girl.

A classmate that I didn't know were from the same school..untill recently.

After the tea reception and phototaking,we head down to Tampines to watch X-Men Origins.Love the show.Hugh Jackman is soo hot and his ass..FUHH!!!!The story about 'Why the moon is lonely?' is so touching.

After that,head down to Mcdonald to just catch up and talk.Finally I met Radhiah after sooo long.I miss her so much.She was very cheeky just now especially when i asked her to save her no. in my hp.

When one chapter ends,another begins...

I can't remember what Nas was talking about..but it looks like a heart to heart talk.

My Poly Sweetheart.

School has been great.Loving the friends there.Somehow used to the journey.Able to cope with the studies.

ITE has been the best 2years of my life.I hope NYP would be the next best 3years of my life.ITE life is over,but our friendship will never be.You guys have made me to the person I am today.I love you guys and you'll always be in my heart.

Forever and Always.

2009-05-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hey there people!

Especially to my friends who is in Singapore!I'm in KL now.

I had no idea my bro brought his laptop.So i'm using M'sian's internet like how Aidah described it.Weird right??

Reached KL arnd 1pm.Had a very tiring day.From 6 till now.Gosh!But i just had my coffee.So we shall see how late i'll sleep.Tmr will continue another round of SHOPPING!!3/4 of my money is spent.Now how??Shit man..

Oh oh!!I drove frm JB to some rest stop before KL.Cool!140km/hr!Nice!Love it!Can't drive that fast in Spore.

Okay,Im really tired now.Shall update when im back in Spore.

2009-04-27T20:27:00.006+08:00

Woke up today with sexy eye.Like fuck.

I know I've not been updating.Trying to get used to waking up early,the distance and listening to lecture.So far so good.Made a couple of friends in class.My new class.

Monday,come in with a thick face and pretending to act cool cause i know no one.It was a 3hr lesson,therefore couldnt talk with anyone until time for break.

The rest of the weeks was great.We can go crazy now.Especially with Erlin n Nas.Kept calling me 'Kak'.tsk!Annoying.Btw,Nas has a bit of Edah's personality and she always remind me of Edah.That makes me miss Edah more!

Sat was spent with my family.First,accompany my parents to TKC cause mom wants to find casual clothes for KL trip this Friday.Then went to sis place to play guitar hero before going to the family chalet.Meeting my cousins and bbq-ing with them.I stink when i reach home.No idea how much shampoo i use.

Sun,went breakfast with the family.Sis called while I was eating asking me if i wanna watch '17 Again' with her.Hell yeah!Met her at TM and collect my pants.The show is so sweet and it actually did put in important msg for young kids.'No sex' of course.

The way he said abt making love with the person you love.Then leads to creating a baby,holding them for the first time.Knowing that you'll never love anything more than the person you're holding now.Protecting,loving and caring for that child.Sigh.How sweet.Friends,find me a husband like that!

Today,with the issue of my 'sexy' eye.I decided to go to the doc.So asked Fiza to accompany me.But end up,the clinic was closed.So she hang out at my place.My neighbour's grandchild came.Look how cute they are.

Sumpah nie bukan anak aku eh Fiza..

I'll be seeing more of these two in school.

Sorry for the delay aidah.Btw,we should take more pictures lah.I swear i have more pictures of my other friend than you.I miss you! ;)

2009-04-23T19:52:00.001+08:00

Had a great week so far.

School has been fun.

Miss my friends.

Favourite day is Friday.

Shall update soon.

2009-04-18T21:19:00.005+08:00

19 years and 1 week old..

Got another suprise visit by Yati,Ifah and Syirah.I was practically getting ready to go out with my parents when my dear Yati called me.Thank you girls for whatever you've done.So sweet of you.

The present Aidah,Farz and Ifah bought for me using my discount card..

After I finish getting ready,4 of us plus my parents went to TM cause my mom wants me to find clothes for the Graduation.So I had the 3 of them to choose for me the top.Paid and off to lunch and separate ways with my parents.

After going around at Tampines 1,decided to meet Fiza since my aunt's place is near her grandma's place.Its like fated to be together like that.Yati n Ifah decided to join me.I'm glad they can mingle together without any awkwardness.

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Seeing you with your new girlfriend just reminds me of those times when we were together.

2009-04-17T22:41:00.007+08:00

"They may forget what you said,but they will never forget how you made them feel."

Mostly,I can't remember the exact words that people said to me(except some hurtful stuff)..but I definitely remember how they made me feel.Those times when I felt appreciated,cared,avoided,hurt,loved & etc.The negative ones are the ones that i remember most.

Weird isn't it?People always say,'Forgive & forget'.The truth is,we can never forget.No matter how much the situation has changed,the awkwardness dissappears..Deep down we can still remember them.We should take the good memories together to bury that negative ones deep inside.

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Anyway,the outing with Aidah,Farz and Ifah was fun.I shall never ask Aidah out for shopping anymore.Especially when she's starving.Crankier than when she is tired.Late lunch at BBQ Chicken @ Tampines 1.

That bowl of Salad is soo tak perlu Farz...

This is not 'step cute' but the look of Ifah's face when she heard screetching noise..

You can never spot Aidah hanging out at Starbucks.Thanks to me and Farz,she did.

Look at how happy my dear friend is when she is scooping my whip cream to her drink..tsk!

Orientation was fun but tiring.I don't even know whether I'm in the right class.That's the part that sucks.Other than that,the people I make friends with are nice and innocent.Even Fitriah.I told her that I'm going to make her break some rules or be a bad girl for awhile.I know wani wouldn't like this.

Today,since I skip my 2nd day orientation.Suppose to meet 2 people but somehow plan changed.I met my boyfriend instead at Simei after visiting my grandma.Me and Dee were just talking about oldies song when suddenly this blind man started singing and playing the guitar.

Had a great time though,listening and singing at the same time.Then trying to recall when was the last time we hang out at eastpoint after school.The moment of silence wasn't awkward at all cause we're comfortable with it.

Called Alif to join us and the 3 of us went to Banquet for dinner.Crazy conversation with them,especially Alif.

That's all folks!

2009-04-14T19:47:00.005+08:00

Just a Random Monday the 13th.

Dee came to clean the frame they bought for me.His plan was to go Bras Basah aft that.Plans changed so he lepak at my place.Called Aysh to come here and arnd 15mins later,she's infront of my house.How i wish my friends lives nearby like Aysh.Then we can all lek lu tgt.

I was just reading the magazine when Aysh took this pic.Cool right?

If you see this face at Facebook,do know he use my phone camera :)

Finally all my poly stuff is cleared.Drag my wonderful brother to drive me to SATA for checkup and NYP to submit the forms.Fiza text me in the morning asking if i wanna meet her.So aft im done,I called her.Talk talk talk untill....

Me:ABG!!!

Fiza:Huh?Ko panggil aku abg?

Wanna know why??My bro drive like as if he is a F1 driver.All the corner and slopes he didnt slow down.But i love it though!Just wasn't prepared for it when talking to Fiza.

After this line..Its going to be a random post.Do click to the links or close this page.

You are like a Balance Sheet to me with no answer.I'm writting down all the answer thinking that I'm doing the right thing.I'm careful with everything i write and organise them according to each heading.When I didn't balance both of them,I get frustrated and will try to go back and check where i went wrong.

It sucks not knowing the answer to make my life easier.All I need is a little bit of hints.Every question has a cycle to it and I'm trying to figure out where my mistake is.But you guys know me,when it comes to accounts..I will not give up till I get the ans.That's what i'll do for my friendship.

I'm an accounts freak! ;)

2009-04-11T23:49:00.011+08:00

A year wiser

I would like to thank all my friends and family for wishing me on my 19th Birthday.That's all that really matters to me,to celebrate it with my loved ones.I had a blast today with you people.Random people mixing together.

Edah called me saying she's outside of the house.Totally didn't expect that suprise thing.The people in front of me wasn't the usual people that hang out.There's like Edah(GF),Dee & Naufal(ITE frens) and also Fiza(Outside Friend).It was unexpected.

Farhana came after that from her work.So sweet of you to come aft work even when you're tired.And also to Naz,for coming when you didn't had any sleep since the day before.Oh!Aysh too for coming aft work.You girls are so sweet and I love you so much.

They say it looks like Raya pictures.
The present!!! I love it!!
Calculator??For a future business woman

Me and Ana Banana

I'm glad both of you can click with each other

The Crazy couple

After hanging out at my place,we head down to Ehub to have dinner since most of them are starving.Settle down and eat.Keep on talking and figuring out the mystery thing.And its still not solved.That is so frustrating!!Gave up and went home.

So that's how my Birthday goes.I love you guys soo much!This is what i want.All those people i'm close with come together and be there on my special day.

2009-04-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed off with my own uncle.I don't salam you doesn't mean i have no respect for you.I know nuts about what happened the day before so don't put me in the picture can..Stop complaining like a small kid.Still have the cheek to complain to my elder aunt after what you did to them.Fuck man!Maybe you don't deserve my respect.Dah ludah abeh nk jilat balik.

ANYWAY....

Went to collect the package frm NYP yest.Ifah accompanied me all the way there in the morning.Thanks babe!Love you!After that,head down to Bedok for lunch and my medical checkup.Had to go back there again for my urine test because im having bloody mary.

After that,me and my mom went shopping.Idah and ana would know what i bought.Heh.My mom was tired so i asked her to go home while i meet both of them.Walk around Tampines1 then to Mac.Mooda and Miss 'Popular' joined us for awhile aft that.

Since i promised my mom before that,that i will go back early..I accompanied Miss 'Popular' for awhile.Sorry Naz.Shall make it up to you some other time.

Today was out with the family to JB.Had fun with the cousins and siblings.Can't wait for the Family chalet organised by my cousin yana for Wedding Anniversary and April babies.Wee!

I soo wanna go to my sis house as often as i can!!!

2009-04-06T22:36:00.005+08:00

Spend quality time with the siblings by watching this show.Damn awesome!Love love love this kind of movies.Me and my bro find Dom's sis,Mia hot.She is fucking hot sia!The tickets were paid by my sis.Oh i love u sis!

Today was someone's first day of sch.So it was her complain day.Too bad her bitch,fifi wasnt there.It'll be a lot more fun.Fiza and Aysh was under my block the entire afternoon and they didnt ask me to meet them.Bastard!Both of them joined us to starbucks.

Dee,i think whenever u take photos with a girl..it'll look like a couple's pic.

Naz stoning away.Told you that you're gonna be tired.

Dee:How do people hook up?
Naz:Like this!*look at the pic*

I just have to post this pic cause you have been on my nerves lately.But i love you,man!

2009-04-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

Postings out
17 more days
New sch,new environment

NYP here i come.I'll be seeing Ifah often like what Syirah said.

Aidah and me has been debating about 'Fate' and 'Coincidence'.She said both are the same.I said otherwise.Aidah being herself,love to debate.There's no right or wrong ans to this.

Yesterday,she came over to my place twice.First was she help me to check the posting results.
"Why don't you get for me a glass of water while i check the results.."

She came into the kitchen and was smiling.But,she didnt tell me straight away.So that made me nervous.Thanks for being there Aidah.

So,NYP-Biz Management.Am i happy?Yes.Am i thankful?Yes.Maybe instead of following my sis's footsteps,im creating my own.

2009-04-01T21:13:00.012+08:00

Results out.

Am i happy? Partly

Am i thankful? Yes

I got 2 Bs.Not even an A.My GPA drop to 3.6. Guan Liang really had to pissed me off by calling while i was at aidah's place.All i want to do is to shout to him 'CHIBAI!!!' but aidah's bro is there.Now i know why they call him chibai-boy.

So I have 3 wonderful girls to cheer me up.Let the pictures do the talking.

So that's all for now.
To Naz,Congratulations on your results.I'm proud of you.

2009-03-29T12:47:00.003+08:00

That wasn't suppose to be my pose.I was looking back to see if its the end of the travelator.But Dee's pose is cool!

Isn't she hot??Oh!!I meant Radhiah..

Okay.Yst was Earth Hour day..Did you switch off your light?Yes?No?I don't care.Cause i did!Okay im bored.Bye!

2009-03-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

Someone said to Ana that both of us look like a perfect couple.Aww.I love you Dee!Haha!He's my bitch.I'm his bitch.

Period.

2 days straight i stayed at home.Achievement to me.So today I didn't wanna rot at home and like just nice edah asked me out.So I went out.Supposed to meet in the aftnn.But yours truly woke up a bit late than usual and both Dee n Edah had to come all the way to my hse.

"I've never seen soo many Banglas before!!" - Edah

My area is re-painting the walls and stuff.That explains why she said that.And both of em came like sweating.Its a hot weather sia!So i suggested why don't we go airport since its air-conditioned.Slack at T3 Mcdonald.Aft we go bored of that place,we head down to T2 Starbucks.Edah's wish come true when she met Rad.

Edah had to leave early.The idea of hanging out at edah's area turned to hanging out at her place.Played scrabble and we come out with the most silliest word cause its the last few that we had.Should meet up more often and with more people.

2009-03-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had that situation,looking at things from a different angle and that made you realised things..The bus ride home with Priya made me realise that.We were sitting facing the back.Then i look outside.

People has been chasing and rushing to get what they want etc but forget to take a break,look back and reflect.Had this conversation with Fiza last night on the phone cause she looked kinda down when she met us at Mcdonalds.

Theres never the right time or place to say or show how much you care for your family and friends.So all i want to say is,I treasure and love you guys soo much!Friends,do tell the person you love that you love them.Don't live life with 'what ifs'.Whether its worth or not,atleast you know its out in the open.Im spreading the loveee here people!

Yesterday was one hell of a great monday.Go out,come back,go out again.Yest was a random meet up with random people.Naufifi,Alif,Edah,Fiza,Aysh and Dee.Still can't believe i drag Alif all the way from woodlands to come and meet us.

Today was one hell of bad Tuesday..minus the Naz's coffee presentation and meeting up with e frens.I almost got myself into an accident and all i want to do was cry.Asked Dee not to talk to me for awhile after we got off the car.Sorry Dee for driving like shit cause i was freaking pissed.FYI,i almost get my bro and me into an accident.Dee wasn't there.So im not trying to kill my friend.I love my Dee okay!

Before attending the presentation,my stomach decided to create a prob.Drinking the milk,orange juice and coffee all makes it even worst.So what do you do when you have a stomach ache?Not those types where theres a need for toilet trips.Its just pain.Come and share so i can spread the love.

2009-03-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

Nearly 2am in the morning,my mom woke me up telling me she's going out to send my dad to the hospital.First I thought i was dreaming.Then i went to check the time and was suprised to see it was 1plus.Received an unexpected sms from someone.That's when i realised i wasn't dreaming and quickly sms my bro what happened.

He was warded for awhile and by 2pm,he can be discharged.Went back home and my uncles and aunties all started coming to my house.The siblings thought of going out and we decided to head down to Parkway and suprise2,just now was the first time i drove my sis n bro in-law.

Sis said she wont scold or nag e way like my bro did.She somehow didnt.But i saw her almost falling asleep right beside me!Almost missed the exit from expressway.When we reached there,it was packed.Bro offered to park the car for me cause its reli scary lah okay.

The baby above is now mine.Thanks to the siblings!That was my advanced birthday present.Love love love you guys!That made me feel way better.Time spent with them was great.I wonder if i should follow the bros to Adidas sale tmr at expo.

I did say i can handle it and it won't be complicated.But i forgot to tell you one thing,it's going to take me quite some time to get back to my own self and be able to face you.Give me some time and things will get back to normal in no time.Don't feel guilty cause it wasn't your fault.It was mine entirely.

2009-03-20T20:42:00.002+08:00

Went to JB yesterday with parents and aunts.Drove from Singapore to JB.Went there for family matters.I didn't wanna go actually.But my mom beg me and i felt guilty.Gosh.Damn my weakness.There was this one part where i had to start a fire but failed after a few times.

My aunt said,"Haiz,kids nowadays doesn't even know how to set fire.." I reply,"Its because when we were lil kids,you guys told us not to play with fire.So its not our fault".

Had been going out for the past few days to keep my mind off things.Followed what Fiza advice me to do.Wednesday,went to watch Race to Witch Mountain with Aidah and her siblings.If she hadn't force or shld i say insist to follow her,i would have stayed at home.Thank you Aidah. :)

I know i was there physically,but my mind was somewhere else.Sorry BF!You made me laugh,constantly talking without asking me to tell stories and snap me out of my thoughts.

People always say that dream will turn out to be the opposite.Now i wonder if i want my dream to be the opposite.

2009-03-18T12:09:00.002+08:00

This was the only two picture that i could grab.It's enough for me.Above is the cake that we make full use of the money left in the class fund.80 bucks spent on it is soo worth it.Completely finished when i came back from buying drinks at Shop n Save.

A confession that turned out nasty

I don't know why i had to add that last sentence,but all i wanted to say was 'I love you'.I was finding the right time to say those words but theres never the right time.I'm sorry i had to say that.Maybe i was afraid.Maybe i was scared.Do know one thing,i did not even judge you from the starting till now.I never judge a person from what they have done in the past,because people change.Don't involve this two diff world between us because that's not how we became friends.It's the chemistry,bonding and time we shared together that made us close friends.I accept you for who you are.I love you unconditionally.I care for you like you're the precious crystal i ever had.How can you not see all this?What do i have to do to make you see all this?

2009-03-16T19:40:00.006+08:00

Dalam senyum ini,ada tangisan.
Tangisan seorang insan terluka.

Everytime I say that this would be the last time i'm going to IT show,I will still go for the next one.My sis definitely had the best bargain and boy she is so fickle-minded.First HP(which was one of the reason she asked me to come along),then Toshiba,Acer and finally Compaq.

Rush off to meet the girls at Pasir Ris mrt.We always stick to the 'janji Melayu'.
Time to meet:6pm.
Actual meet up:7pm.

After coming from IT Show,I insist on taking the bus to Downtown.Sorry girls.Had dinner at Pastamania.Then chill out at Coffeebean.Then that is when Edah told us something.

I can't believe you did that to me sia Edah.You freaking lied to me.I feel so cheated.How can you do that to me sia?You hurt my feelings know.

Ku harapkan impian menjadi kenyataan

Oh did i tell you I highlighted my hair.Thanks to Aysh who took the time after work to come my house and do.Being labelled 'Minah' by friends and brother.

Yesterday,had our class chalet.Meet up at 3pm.Reached there at 6pm.Damn the cake's huge.Shall post pictures after i get it??I was suppose to give a speech when its the cake cutting ting.WTF!Didn't expect that lah.They were all,"Chairman!Chairman!Chairman....!"

Didn't sleep the whole night.Talk,listen to song.We were the only group who are still not asleep.Manage to beat Naz and Dee's bet on what time i will fall asleep.Me being me will sleep early usually.
Naz's:10pm (Custard!).
Dee's:2am

Went to bed at arnd 8am after a walk at the beach.So relaxing.Sleep.Wake up.Transfer to 1st floor room.Sleep again.Wake up again.Finally gave up and just stay awake till i reached home at 4pm today.Ok toodles.

To Amalina,all the best for your TP tmr.

And I thought being strong meant never losin' your self-control
To hell with my pride,let it fall like rain from my eyes.

2009-03-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY GRADUATION FELLOW CLASSMATES!

It's finally over.2 years past by that fast.One of the best years in my life.I'm glad that i met you people.Wouldn't be easy for me to let it go.Cause you guys changed my life.

I did do some cleaning just now.Didn't have any plan today and internet's down in the afternoon.Aidah said its like a therapy.Good but difficult.

While waiting for the results,I shall enjoy my break.I deserve it right?I have plans for this week.So people,make a date with me for next week.Looking forward to this sat's meetup with the gfs.The class chalet which i still haven't ask my mom if i cn stay overnight and my dad about driving the car.

Yesterday,after exam..Had our lunch at LJS.Then me and ana had to go T3 to order the cake for the chalet.To Ubi next cause Ana want to apply for her licence!Chey!Then went home to change.Meet Aidah to watch her Watchmen.I totally had no idea what the movie was all about.

But if that is what it takes to be with my best friend,hell yeah.The first qn i asked was,"Why is it M18?" After the show,then i know why.Its so violent.Can't stand the scene when the hand was cut,head was stab.URGH!The other scene at the beginning,Aidah just had to turn and look at me.Thanks eh!

Aidah was telling me the stories about her dumb moment which i'm not gonna tell you here.I laughed so hard that my tummy hurt so bad.I regretted replying her sms earlier that day saying she wasn't stupid.

Brother showed me something on the net just now and asking if i want that for my birthday.Hell yeah!Then he looked at the price,he said nvm.I insist cause he offered earlier.Gave in and said he can share with my sister.One less pressie.But its all gonna worth it.I hope.

Currently waiting for my cheesecake and something else from Farz.Which i'm gona say,I love you very very much Farzanah!Aidah,you should bake too.Then give to me.Awesome plan.You will be like my bitch.

Which that reminds me.Naufal is Naz's bitch.If you were to look at Naz's nails,you wouldn't believe that Naufal did that for her.You go girl!That's our NauFiFi! "I'm like her bitch???"..Dee,Naz n me,"You are her bitch." Classic.Oh!He is gonna be my street directory on sun if i get to use the car.Should i be nice or torture?Naz wld definitely say torture.Right b?

2009-03-05T13:27:00.002+08:00

If you ever come to my house,do take note of these things:

1. Make sure to beri salam to the right window cause for all you know,you might be saying that at my bro's room.You're lucky if he's not at home.If not,you will just scared the shit out of him.

2. If u wanna try to be funny and pretend you're selling 'epok2 panas',make sure you're 100% sure that i will be the one opening the door and not my mom.

3. And if you my mom to remember you easily and that quick(which does not happen all the time),do that 2 things above and you will be remembered.

Now my mom remembers Nazreen whom she thought was a guy on monday when i said i was at Naz place.Now,my family rmbr her as the 'epok2 girl'.Way to go babe!

I'm having my 'come moon'.Thankful though that its today rather than mon or wed.I will cry i tell you.Dee asked me to celebrate for having it.Of course i told him,first have a V then tell me to celebrate or not.

Okay im done here.

2009-03-05T01:38:00.002+08:00

I hope whatever i'm feeling isn't true.I hope its just a small mess in this chaotic pace of life.Let this be a nightmare so that i can wake up faster.

I'm the host for today's study outing.First it was Mooda,followed by Ana then Fiza & Aysh.Which then lead to me asking Naz n Fal to come up instead of playing cards at my block void deck.

Had a great laugh when Fiza was scanning her documents to be saved in her thumbdrive.Aysh and me was making fun of her about her IC and how we try to make it darker..Sorry eh babe kite kacau ko.Then both of them updated their blog at my house for a guy's sake.Utt ko nk letak mana fiza??

Went down to the void deck.Played some card games.Chit chat.Laugh.Smoke(not me).Dee joined us after that.And then Fiza n Aysh left.Dee has this ability to make people cry.Damn u!You're right sia!Don't want to talk to you anymore.Hah!Like i can live with that.Aww.

Naz & Dee stayed until 12 plus.We were too caught up in our conversation till we forgot abt the time.Lucky my bro was home.So i send them back.

2009-03-03T23:07:00.010+08:00

Minah Laut(supposedly 'Minah Bitch') in the making.

The story goes like this,i was telling idah that i look like a minah when i walked to the CC before meeting her.It was raining,so i rolled up my jeans and walk around with umbrella(not the fold put inside bag kind).Then at Burger King Downtown,we were talking and something came up abt me being a bitch.That's how the story goes.

Jonathan tag along with us to study there.He complained like a girl saying he have to take two bus then the bus took so long to get to downtown.It was a nice place to study during weekdays.The songs played down there are nice to hear and sing.Like what Atan say..'Kimak,semua lagu ko tau eh...'

He also call me 'Answer Sheet'.Idah was the one studying and of course she would have some qns,and she asked me.So its like i have the answer to everything being asked like an answer sheet.Kurang ajar rite that mamat sepet.That one he never said its racist.When i commented something that have nothing to do with racism,he will say "Sial ah..racist siak ko.."

Yesterday,Naz's Birthday celebration was a success.Im so happy.

We had to come up with a plan after plan A was a total failure.B,u make the whole planning thing a headache for us.You are soo difficult to keep away from.Hehe.But we still love you!

Plan changed.So we have to travel to Starbucks Airport.I fetch ilah and DRIVE them there.Ana and Ilah was the first two.So sorry to the rest.My dad drive the car back cause bro had to use it later at night.

Look how happy she was.She was smiling the entire time.From Starbucks to bus terminal to her house.

Naz:You guys are so sweet..

Me,Ilah & Yana:We know right....

Supposedly,Naz was suppose to cook for us Fried Marcoroni.Ilah die2 wanna stay until she got it.In the end,we got fried food.Dee,its unhealthy!!

Maid in training.Look at the supervisor.

I guess giving your camera phone to Yana is bad thing to do.And maybe a good thing too.You'll always be my beylo,liyana.I still remember this line i said to her after she make me travel from PR to Simei to Tamp to Simei back again."Aku jarangkn lagi gigi depan ko baru tau.." and of course i was joking lah kn.She knows that.

All the pictures above is taken by her and none by me.

Head back home arnd 11plus and reach home at 12.Damn tired.

I am soo gonna play with Idah's niece after exam.She is soo cute lah kn...Geram aku!Ana purposely send me this photo to make me jealous cause she got the chance to play with her lately.Hmph!

2009-02-28T20:47:00.003+08:00

I spent my entire time at my aunt's place studying.Lucky me I'm used to noises cause one by one sat around at the table where i was studying.I like it cause you can listen to their gossip,advice and jokes.That was like my source of entertainment.

Before that,drive my parents to this block near afghan cause they have to attend this wedding thing.Too lazy to dress up so I just sat in the car listening to the radio.

Confidence level went up again after being pressured and scolded by my brother the other day.He was panicked when i drove too fast,then started yelling asking me to brake.Then that made me panic.So i step on the brake hard.Shouting won't help brother.Tell me in advance.You first got ur Class 3 license 4yrs ago.I only got it for like what,4hours?Big diff big bro.

Now gfs all can't wait to be driven arnd by me.Patience okay?I need to get the green light from my family to drive on my own.Soon,but not so soon.

2009-02-26T18:39:00.003+08:00

First and foremost.....

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!!

That's how happy i am.No more travelling to Ubi and waking up early for driving lesson.It's tiring at times.Now it's over.Now then i can focus 100% on my exams.2 papers.I can do it!!

Ouh!The tester is not a 'fucking chibai'.A good man.God bless you and your family.Hee.He even make fun of the previous tester i had.Couldn't stop laughing.

Before that,i saw Edah there at CDC.Thank god ure there babe.I need a hug so much at that point of time.The weather was making me even more nervous.It was raining cats and dogs just now.Amazing i manage to pull it through??Cool!

Okay.That's all for now.Bro is bugging me to drive arnd.Chiao!

2009-02-25T21:12:00.002+08:00

18 hours to driving test.

Confidence = 70%

Luck = God knows

Wish = Not to screw up and tester better not be a fucking chibai

"Eh bai,ko dari loyang sec eh??" - IFAH ASKED ME THIS!!!

*gave her the wtf face* and said "Aku kan dari Tampines Sec."

That's one thing i rmbr when i went out with her on Monday.Just need someone to accompany me to IKEA to find a frame for my class photo.After the other gfs is done with the exam,I have more bitches to ask out.But if they wanna ask me out,have to wait for my call or till 11 March.hee.

Spend half the day with arab.Thank you for accompanying me and thanks to me u got a cheaper movie ticket.hee.

Yati,if ure reading this..where the hell have u been??Atleast the rest i know they are still alive.You have gone MIA for quite sometime.No news no updates.Tsk.

Still can't forget the look on Naz's face when i out of the blue said,"Naz,i love you.." in a very sweet voice.Gosh!Classic.Dee was mentioning yest that he said he likes to see couple fight.I suggested,just bring Naz's bf to starbucks.Its like instant food.Just put in the microwave and there you go.

I saw you twice today.I don't want to see you but i want to at the same time.You didn't even wave like u used to.You didn't even smile,the way that i like seeing them.Why do you appear at this point of time?Fiza's right.The more you don't want to meet that person,the more you will bump into them.Hate that i dont hate u,not even close,not even at all.

Aidah,if u didn't get A for ur accounts..i'll kill you.hee.If you had call me yest night,i wld have press any no and hold it..like toot...What is in profit and loss???!!!Thank god ure not in my course or else you will be such a disgrace.Now since your exam is over,i shall drag u out of the hse more often.Or i will suprise you at home.It has been quite sumtime since i last went to ur hse to play with izzul.I miss my boifren!I forbid you to roll your eyes.Ah heck.Like you care.

Okay.Done.Wish me luck!

2009-02-20T22:02:00.017+08:00

This is my 200th post.Awesome shit.

Right now,i'm still dreaming.A dream that is so sweet and precious that it makes you not want to wake up.I just don't feel like waking up to the fact that my ITE life is over and that the people i meet everyday will go separate ways.

Look at the picture below.Ana,fiza n me was sitting the same position as them.Ana was sitting alone.Me n Fiza were side by side.Then ana said,"Bai,agaknye bile kite dah tua..kite mcm gitu ehk..."

We went to meet Idah after her rebonding.Babe,fuck whatever they say.Your hair is nice and it suits u.You look lovely.Waited for Aisyah to finish her work while Idah went back to her mom's place.

Walked all the way from afghan to the church bus stop.Only when we reach her block that i realise we could have the shorter route.Fiza was a bit blur today.So was i.Jan said that I'm a bit blur today.Ana's was 'my otak senget'.

Idah left after awhile.So the 4 of us just hang out at the fitness corner nearby.We're like a bunch of monkeys over there.

Our so called 'Clouds gazing'

Halal Barbequed pigs available at Tampines.Aisyah created that.Not me.

Press 1 to vote for Bai.Press 2 to vote for Fiza.No idea what aisyah was doing.

"Okay okay.1,2,3 lift ur legs!"

I had a great day with the 3 people.Could have been better if Dee n Idah were to join us.Sorry Dee for making you come all the way there and then we were already going off.

To Fiza,Congrats for passing BTT on your first try.I told you,you can do it.Lets do the *tetekhugs*!LOL!Next thing is about 'my friend'.Don't think about it so much.If you ever need a friend to talk to,contact IDAH!haha!U can contact me too of course.

I just discovered Aisyah's primary sch pic in my yearbook.Hilarious!Karma's a bitch.So its okay.She can laugh at my primary sch pic also.Wait,she knows how i look like in primary sch.So heck care ah!hehe.

2009-02-19T19:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a day i wish it won't happen again.Full of drama and a mess.Can't believe i manage to overcome those things.

I confessed to Dee yesterday about something that was totally difficult for me to express it.He just hit the right nail.Must have known what i was thinking all this while ah.For that,I love you Dee!!You know me well,to a certain extent of course.

Just now in class,mooda received an email showing pictures of a woman giving birth.I saw it and freak out a little.Wait,scratch that.A lot!The weird thing was,i didn't know why i still want to go further down to see more pictures.Curiosity maybe?

First picture looks like it was porn or something.Actually,it was a doctor trying to feel if the head is '10cm?' out of the..erm..dont think i need to mention whr.Just when i thought i saw the other side of mooda.Its like putting my hopes so high,and i came falling down hard on the ground.

Just like Liyana yesterday."Eh bai,ko nak air pape tk?" That kind of qn would be like someone wanting to give u a treat.But that girl just had to dissappoint me.tsk.

Karma's a bitch has proven its point.All thanks to Ilah.The incident on Mon and Wed just had to prove it.All these revolves arnd the word,'MONEY'.Share a cab on both days and she always win.I had to keep my money or her money in the end.Liyana even better,"tkpe lah bai.Kalau aku tk cukup duit biler2 nnt,aku minta ko."

Okay.Im seriously tired.I have to sleep early today.If not,idah's sms would wake me up and that means I will be late for sch.Like just now.Suprisingly,Naz went to the morning class just now.I'm proud of u,b!

2009-02-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

20 days to exam

10 days to TP

I pray to God,hoping i could clear these 3 test.I don't want waste my parents' money anymore for my driving.I want to clear it once and for all.Think of it as 'Lucky No.2' .

"Women are so complicated",Dee said.I think we are.We say things that we don't mean it.Saying things for the sake of saying it.PMS makes it even more complicated.Now who says being a woman is easy.

I self declare holiday yesterday.Decided on sun night that i didnt wanna go to sch.Sorry friends for not telling.I don't want to be the ring leader.I don't feel good if i never go,and u guys decided not to.Hope you understand.

Went studying yest at starbucks.More like hanging out.But i still manage to complete 1 accounting qn n 4 sets of mcq qns.I'm sure naufal had a great time yest with 5 girls around him and us talking abt girls stuff.That's what you get for hanging out with a grp of girls.

Right now i'm just waiting for ana n jan to come down my house to study.Finally i manage to file my stuff and arrange them according to topic.I think its easier that way and i wont feel panicked if i were to see a whole pile of papers on my desk.Now i felt relieved and can focus on my studies.

Back to life.Back to reality.

2009-02-14T19:19:00.005+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day to all my friends and girlfriends ;)

I miss the girlfriends.I've been meeting them like in a small group or individually.I want all together at the same time.I miss and love you girls so much!

My left arm are no longer in pain.First thing i did when i met idah n jan at int on thurs was to swing my arm in front of them.So happy!!

Have been going home late for the past few days.Not enough rest can lead to attitude problem.It leads to all sort of problems.Manual case grades was a relief.Pulls my grade up to a B.Just work my ass off for the exam and HOPEFULLY,i can get 4pt.

Friday the 13th wasn't bad afterall.Had a splendid time.Was out the whole day again.First to Ubi Driving Centre,then to Bugis and then to Bishan.Catch the movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button' with my sis,bro-in law and the 2 of them.It was awesome and didnt feel like it was almost 3hr movie.

It was my first time going out with them.Just them without Idah.It felt 'great'!And my sis now knows them and even send them.It was all like nicely arranged.Aysh stay a few blocks away from me.Fiza stay a few block away from sis.Had a great time with you two.How i wish Idah could be there with us.

Chiao for now! Take care loved ones.

2009-02-10T10:29:00.004+08:00

On Sunday,my neighbour invited my family to the birthday party.My mom raised her up since she was a baby.Now she is 5yrs old.Time flew by that quick.When i step into her house,I saw a very beautiful picture.A nice view that i can't stop looking at it.Guess what it is.

Played soccer with idah during s&w and it was great.Played the penalty shootout and my leg and hand hurts trying to block it.She kept on saying,"Persie ajar aku eh..".

After sch,Mooda had cravings for Yong Tau Fu.So we walked to Eastpoint.On the way there,saw some grp of guys sparring under the MRT track.Then she came out with this,"Skali bsk suratkhabar keluar headline 'Boy died UNDER the MRT track'..." Kelakar juga si dekni.Haha.

After that,they chill out at my place.Naz paid $30 for pizza just so that she can the long sofa frm naufal.Both of them always argue about the small stuff.Me n dee can only do nothing.

At night,was when i think i scared the shit out of Aidah.I was in pain cause my left side could move.I can't even sit n walk cause it will all lead to me having difficulty to breathe.So i lay down all alone with her on the line.Sorry to get ur nenek all worried.

Now,Aidah is telling me to go to the doc and saying im stubborn for not wanting to go.

Guys,the application for poly is here.Till 13 Feb.So please give it a try and apply.The website: http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae/Default.aspx?id=Overview

If LG ever need a model to advertise their handphones,Naz definitely can be the one.

2009-02-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

4 weeks=28days=672hours

That is how much time left before exam.yikes!

Tmr is the application for poly and i still have not made up my mind where i want to go aft ITE.Should i follow my sister's footstep?Both of us thinks e same way abt Accounting.That conversation in the car when we went out together was great.Heart to heart talk.

Naz and me had a conversation the other day while she shops for stuff.She have been saying she needs a new wallet.So i suggested that i buy for her a new wallet for her birthday.Naz being naz,said no.She doesn't want to be reminded that she's getting old.

B: How abt I buy for you in the name of love?Showing you that i love you.
N:Erh no.I love you too Baidura.

Sweet but hard to crack.Then at night,Liyana and her friend joined us at Food Culture.I was tired and having ulcer,therefore i was quiet.After we left,she asked me why i nvr disturb her.Especially about the 'youtube love'.Didnt know that someone likes to be disturbed by me.

Head home after Liyana checked out her stuff at cotton on.Went home with her friend Huda while the rest hang out till god knows what time.Then saw Aidah and her friends.Hug her so tight like what she said,'like never meet for 10yrs'.Still got the cheek to say,"Ape ko uat kat sini??Anak dara tk baik tau balik lmbt." when she's on the way to have her dinner.tsk.

Fucked up mind.Mixed feelings.How i wish i could just stop things..stop myself..from doing things i wouldn't or will ever be ready to do.

2009-02-03T11:41:00.003+08:00

If I never update today,I can tell you Aidah would definitely ask me to update.Her usual line would be,"eh!ko tak tau nk update eh?" So before she says that to me,I better update.

Friday,finally met up with some of the gfs.Where are the other 3??U girls better make it up after ur exams.Had a great time that day.And ana,the next time we meet..can u put ur phone away??She was on the phone or busy sms-ing the entire time we're together.tsk!

Ouh!Thursday was fun too.We become the typical M&M sitting at pondok.In front of tpss.Playing cards and the forfeit was awesome.And Naufal,stop looking at me when you say 'babi'.Tsk!Annoying.I shall say bravo to those who were there n doing a gd job at the forfeits.

Okay,i gtg.Naz has been bugging me to meet her now.My leg hurt like crazy!

2009-01-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

I break a record.I stayed at home 4 days straight during the CNY holidays.That reminds me,Happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends.

Today Accounts class was very productive.Thanks for the company Halimah aka Hali.Lately,I realised that when we went for our lunch break..Its only the 4 of us.What happened to the rest?What happened to the last 3 months together?

2 hours break was very draggy.Like what Hali said,"OMG!Its onli 13mins." since the last time she checked the time.Then with Mooda's joke..abt preventing the things on e table to not fly away.

M: Idah,nnt angin jatuh..
I: Oh,kirekn angin jatuh,barang2 tolak ah??

In class,I don't know what got into Idah(besides the reason i was irritating) that she kept on scratching me.Shld have taken a pic.

Class discussion today was about finding evidence for auditing.So Sim came out with an eg abt a husband cheating and how are we going to find out..Then theres this part about hiring a P.I and when asked,i manage to ans.It was Hui Jia's turn n she said she's not a P.I so she don't know *smack forehead*

Me(asking Idah) : Oh kirekn aku P.I ah nie??
Idah: Ko bkn P.I....Ko P.I.G!

Then an argument abt Idah always marking the attendance with I for those who attend n leaving the rest blank..

Me: Oi!Ko tk tau nk mark 'O' ke??Mentang2 badan mcm nie..(pointing to 'I' on the attendance list)

2009-01-23T21:09:00.009+08:00

Sometimes in life.....

There really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.

I'm sure by now,you know that me n Aidah have already watched 'Bride Wars'.I thank CS cinema for having an earlier showtime cause if not,I wouldn't even get to watch it with Aidah.Its a movie where you shouldn't bring your boyfriend along to watch it..If you have a best friend,go with them..Cause its more to friendship than love story.

My two fridays has been great.First with Farz,then with Aidah.I wonder if i ever can combine these two together.Not that they can't face each other,but sometimes its not the right timing.

Accompanied Aidah to Mcdonald so that we can sit and she can do the jigsaw puzzle thing for her boyfriend.It was really of you to do that.Those words you wrote are not 'cliche'.If it comes deep from your heart,its sweet and romantic.

OH!I just told Aidah what i want for my 21st Birthday.I know,its still a long way to go but to hell with that.I want a LD.Can't believe i mention that to her but i did.Yay me!

This was the Dry Ice after i pour water on it.Awesome shit!

Minah 'Prop'

Look at those evil eyes....

Anyway,to the request of Halimah Jan,I shall give the link here...On Thursday,Mrs Sim announced to the class that our application for Poly will be on the 9th-13th February 2009.We have to apply it at this website,so please take note.I don't want to be writing this at the whiteboard later.. And please update your CCA at ITE portal latest by 18th Feb.

http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jpae/Default.aspx?id=Overview

Anything,feel free to ask me online or sms.Please spread around this to your fellow friends.Thank you.

....::I'm glad you called me just now::.....

2009-01-19T20:28:00.003+08:00

This sucks..

I just want everything to go back the way it used to be.I'm soo fucked up.I shall take tmr to deal with things.U may ask,why not now?

I just wanna calm myself and my soul first.Maybe i need yoga or meditate?Ah well,all i need to do is just deal with things.Calm n easy.Not saying things that wouldn't help solve the problem.

Just now CA was sumwhat a tricky question.I did everything that i know and hope for the best.

After CA,have no where to go..So we all went to eat at LJS with Farhan n Nizam tagging along.After lunch,we head down to some void deck near Idah's place.

Yeah like typical M&M.It was fun really.Naufal plug out the vending machine wire so that mooda can charge her laptop aka computer riba.Hehe.Naz learned that word today.

Had to use the toilet so went up to Idah's place.Oh her niece is soo cute.Both nieces knows my name!I told idah,my name might be the first word a baby might say.Carry her around for awhile and after that,she wants to follow us downstairs.How cute.

After the rest went off,left me idah naufal n naz.So Naz wanted to play the game..'dont forget the lyrics' malay version..Jan wouldn't stand it if she was there just now.

Left quite early just now and here i am in front of my lappy.

I need you Dee.Let's just leave everything behind.

2009-01-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU DEE!

Fuck u!!

2009-01-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

"When you feel your heart's guarded,

when you see the brake's started,

when the clouds have all departed,

you'll be right here with me."

I've been missing out on things with my friends.I wasn't there for Dee when i know he needs someone to talk to and also to cheer him up.I was too caught up with my own things that i forgot these people that have been there for me all this while.

Lately,some people have been telling me i like to keep things to myself.I can't open up to them.It's not that i don't trust them.That's me.It is something that i couldn't do.Give me time.Even after knowing my best friend for 6 years,I dont open up to her on certain things.

Don't ask me to be direct because that's not me.I put other's feelings first cause karma can bit u like a bitch.

Take one step at a time and i'm sure i can overcome this.Not now but soon.

chiao

2009-01-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

I seriously have some photos to upload.I do have the time.But my usb cable just have to create a problem for me.My dear brother doesn't know where he put his usb cable.How wonderful!

I self-declare holiday just now.Didn't feel like going to school.Worst part is,my other friends didnt go either.What a good role model eh..Since i self-declare holiday for myself,i went out and spend my time with farz.

Meet her at 2.'Janji Melayu' abes.This time,im e one who drag her around.First stop was to Bugis.Found something that i want.I almost bought what farz has been wanting for quite some time.So i spare the thought of buying.Then she wants some coffee.So we headed down to Terminal 2 to have coffee at coffeebean.

Farz: I wanna find a job lah.
Bai: Why dont u become a prostitute.Atleast that way,guys would want you.

Her reaction was of course full of vulgarities.She got back at me a few mins later n vice versa.So that is how it goes throughtout the whole outing today.

Then i drag her to TM to find more things.I spend almost $100 today.U can't blame me.I've not been going shopping for quite some time.Next stop might be bra shopping with mom?or sis?cause i was hoping they could pay for me.

In the bus,which again i manage to make farz take the bus home..both of us were too tired that we just kept quiet.I had a great day with you darling.Once a month we do this okay??I'm glad things work out with u n ur best friend.

chiao

2009-01-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that i survived my lesson from 8-3pm.Woke up at 6 as usual but slept at 1plus.Less than 5hrs of sleep.I don't blame you aidah for talking to me on the phone till that late.Its not an everyday thing and it just brings back those memories where we use to talk till god knows what time.

Accounting lesson i'm still able to stay awake and fresh.Occupy myself by doing those revision qns and i manage to complete it.2hrs of break time soo doesnt help cause it made me wanna dose off.I gave up in auditing class.Couldn't absorb in whatever she was teaching.

Graduation date is released but we don't know when is the real date.6-8 May.Mrs Sim asked me if i want to be the class rep for this graduation video shoot or whatever it is and i said yes.I don't know why but i said yes.Shall update abt it once i get to know what it is.

Before i reach home,i got the shock of my life.Me n idah was talking about fiza on the way to the bus stop.Guess who was under my block?That fiza of course.She had no idea that was block.She was with her friend,forgot her name.The feeling was awesome!I just sms-ed her i miss her and there she is.Cool-ness!!

Now parents heading off to some relative hse to pay a visit.I have no idea who.But condolence to the family.Brother is heading off to work soon and i'll be alone.BLAH!

I'm looking at the photo on my study table.I miss the gfs a lot!!I wish we could have one day to spend with each other.Not a few hours together but about the whole day.Like hanging out at edah's place kinda whole day ting.

2009-01-10T23:25:00.005+08:00

"I like big butts and i cannot lie..

Thats the song that made me late to meet my sis just now.I was suppose to meet her at bugis at 1.30pm.But just now,i was becoming a pure malay(i am actually)..so i reached there at abt 1.45pm.'Janji melayu' (Malay's promises) is the right term to use.

It was sisters day.She's all mine today cause my bro-in-law is working today.She had her lunch at some place at Adam Rd.Laughing for the fact that she confidently put lots of chilli thinking she could handle it.Then head down to SP.Two reasons.I wanted to check out the Business courses there.She wanted to visit her old sch.Telling me where she use to date my bro-in-law and her hang out place.

I'm still considering what courses or where i wld want to go aft ITE.In the meantime,i shall enjoy the company of my current classmates.

Orchard was our next destination.We were walking around at Paragon when suddenly both of us had the sudden urge to go to the perfume section.She was telling me tat Nina Ricci's perfume is nice.So i go and find out and its true.Both of us argued abt which perfume smell nicer.But its just that we have diff liking.So that baby above belongs to me thanks to her.Thank u sis!

Walked arnd HMV cause i wanted to find some cd but failed.Head back to my aunt's place.MY GOD!Faris Haziq vomitted in front of me.He was running arnd aft he ate and when i wanted to go home,i asked him to salam me and BAM! he vomitted.poor baby boy.He is one of the reason i like going to my aunt's place during the weekends.

OH!Yesteday,me n my fren went to TP open hse.Finally i can call edah something.I was at the back watching the LT show and wen her character is announced,i smiled n think(evil ones of course).Babe,i shall call u that from now on.Put aside the character tingy,u were great.Really.Im not saying this bcoz ure my gf kay?

Best part was i finally get to meet my most sarcastic-sadistic-lovely best friend,Aidah and most kechorable yet fun edah.

2009-01-08T21:10:00.007+08:00

The bunch that i couldn't resist n wish i could have more time with them...

4 Days hanging out at starbucks..Enough already!

Everyday is with different cliques.Mostly with Dee,Naz,Jan n Fal.The jokes and the heart to heart talk is the best.Getting to know more about each other.Asking direct qn.Like how Dee asked me about Fal in front of him.Like how i asked Fal about his reaction when the incident he found out about my feelings towards him.Getting to know Jan's frens like Priya n Hafi even better.

Just now,the topic was about...who is 'fuckable' in our class and then we have to choose two..it can be..(girl + guy),(girl+girl) or (guy + guy).We actually have a winner.But i wont post the name here.It's between me,naz n dee.

Yesterday's joke was hilarious.Go to Dee's blog on my links.It is Dee's dumb moments.This is what we call 'BENGAP'.

I've read Ifah's blog.I also want to get to know the gfs even better.If you were to ask me eg:their fav colour..i would be clueless.Don't you think so gfs??

2009-01-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

People has been bugging me to update my blog..but seriously speaking,i have nothing to blog about.Aidah suggested to blog about anything.Ifah asked me to blog about my 2009.

The truth people,my life has been constantly down for the past few days.Something inside felt missing and i don't know what it is.

Just now was back to school.Last 3 months.OMG!Those people who never turn up to sch always..especially e cliques(eg:Dee),please come just for the sake of coming.

Yest night,had the weirdest dream.A very mixed and fucked up dream.Felt that that dream meant sumting or might meant sumting.If only i could figure out something out of it,atleast it can lessen the thinking sia.

2008-12-31T13:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY,ERWANDI!

Well well well,someone's a year older now.I wish you a happy life after this with me in it of course!Hope this wldn't be the last time i wish you on your birthday.Dont cry hor!

And to all my friends and family,enjoy your last day of 2008!

2008-12-24T20:18:00.012+08:00

Finally someone turned 18.Stay healthy always,Syirah!

So yesterday..*singing the song*

Idah,Fiza,Dee and me were suppose to meet at 12 at Pasir Ris.We're just meeting up to hang out.Before i left my house,this girl called and i thought it was one of the two girls im meeting.It was not them.It was edah and i knew it from the way she call my name.Her "Bai" was long n manja.

Everything went last minute.Manage to get Ifah,Ana n Syirah(a must) to meet up.So while waiting for them,e 5 of us hang out at Mcdonalds.

We walked all the way from Whitesand to Ehub.Gelare was the place i was suppose to meet them.I manage to pull Idah,Fiza n Dee to join us for Syirah's Bdae celebration.Awkward at first but alright after that.

After eating,Ifah and Ana had to go off to work.Idah and Fiza had to go somewhr.So decided to go my house.It was spontaneous.Chill and of course,fried some chicken seaweed.

Another spontaneous ting.I asked my mom if i could sleepover at Edah's place.So i packed my stuff after talking to my parents and went off to her house.

Look at my Cinderella cleaning up her room to make space for me.Aww..

I sms-ed Naz this...

Me: B,can i sleep over at edah's hse today?

Naz: Of course u can b. Just keep your hands to yourself k.

She is soo cute.Reached her hse.We ate,watched tv and movie,take pics and talked all the way till 4.30am.Didn't even realise what time it was.Woke up at 11.Its nice having ur friend wishing u "Good morning".

Watched another 2 movies and then i head home.Have been goiing out and having fun since Monday and I hope it stays that way till school reopen.

2008-12-22T21:55:00.009+08:00

Better than last week..

First and foremost,Happy 19th Birthday Pang!And Belated Birthday to Jan n Mooda!Forgot to wish them over here.

Friday was spent with my gfs at Airport.The reason they're all there is because of me! Now i feel so special.I had to get stuff from Naz and she's working that day.So i drag 5 wonderful ladies to follow me.You guys are like my bitches!haha.Kidding.Seriously.

Let the pictures do the talking...

Damn uncomfortable at that point of time.
My BITCH who will abandon me if BF calls her.
Like syiok-sendiri kn?It was suppose to be a kiss post bt yati called.I think and i had to pick up the phone.

So I had fun with the gfs.Ifah was late so her pictures not there and besides,we were all tired of taking pictures.I soo wanna play with edah's camera again!

Saturday,my family went out to Arab Street.Bro bought something for something.Haha.Then they send me to Novena so that i could follow my sis to movie in the evening.'Yes Man ' was the movie.Damn hilarious.

Sunday,got a phone call.A voice that i miss so much for 1 week.Its Dee,bitch!

Today after I came back from JB for some grocery shopping,I was bored and I text Naz and Dee asking if they wanna meet up.Hang out at Naz's place with Rad and Yana.

After he wore...

2008-12-17T23:35:00.009+08:00

I know it has been so long since i last update.I've been really down for the past 2 days.I'm still not over it.Life still have to move on right.I just dont have my bitch to bitch about.

So,last day of school had that cruise ting.Someone got sea sick and vomitted quite a few time.Me being a nice friend offered her a plastic bag while she vomitted in front of me.Haha.Just look at the pic below and from ma own point of view,she look reli pale to me.

The people who make me enjoy being in SBC
The cool lecturer in SBC.

After the incident on Monday,i decided to hang out with these bunch of people to get ma mind off frm it.So the usual place wld definitely be starbucks.So its one aft another.First it was Rad,then Liyana,Syaz and her younger sis.

Me n what they call 'beylo'

This is what we call 'Relax one corner'

Liyana calls tis berok seating beside a tree.

This is was taken today at Sentosa for Ifah's job interview..

2008-12-11T19:51:00.003+08:00

I officially self-declare that today is the last day of school. Tmr will be an excursion with fellow SBC members and Halimah Jan.

It's the holidays now.I'll definitely miss school and fellow classmates especially those who are going to Vietnam this saturday.How am i going to survive?DEE!!Why must you go?Who am i going to talk to in the middle of the night if i can't sleep?Who will be my entertainment bitch sia..?

Holidays...

What am i going to do??

Below are just some pics of me taken by my cousin during Hari Raya the other day..

I swear,this is soo the lady like..NOT!!

2008-12-05T18:28:00.026+08:00

When there's a cake,mostly it would mean that someone is getting a year older. Yesterday, we had 3 special ladies turning 19..

The old people...

And every birthday celebration,there's always that particular incident where the birthday person get whatever that is not suppose to be on their faces..eg: cake,flour,egg etc..

Our dear Idah got cake on her face and her hair..Thanks to the geniuses like us..ahem2..
Me,Jan & Naufal
After the celebration,we head down to Airport to..oh well..get free drinks from Starbucks and also supporting our friends who are working there..

While waiting for 5pm..........
I was high..
She was bored....
She's hungry...
Jan just being Jan-zy

Belo being belo...Dude being a dude...

Its finally 5pm!!!

YES!!! I got my drinks....Hazelnut Caramel Javachip Frap
This was suppose to be her solo picture...
The mastermind of the birthday celebration earlier..

Ah yess.....The Queen of Belo and the gang...

I shall story2 how the birthday celebration took place..2 weeks ago,I sms-ed Fiza which is Idah's best friend asking if she wants to join forces to celebrate Idah's birthday.

The day before yest..We finally come to a decision to celebrate it in our sch..So Fiza came down to our sch bringing the cake along with her.After class,called her and she start lighting up and wait.Went to SAC to fetch her and walk towards the 3 special ladies.

It was a big suprise for them and even bigger suprise for Idah cause she totally didnt expect her friend to come down to our sch to celebrate her bdae.Nice working with you Fiza ku! Rmbr,Dora is a sweet talker and will always rmbr u. *winks*

Thats part 1.

At Mcdonalds....

First part was basically just waiting..

2nd part was when we talked abt relationships,first day in ITE,cleaning up Naufal's bag..Can't believe 2 yrs are almost over..3 months left for us to call each other classmates..

They went to get another drink while i stayed to talk to ma long lost fren..Waited for Naz till 8.30..and left after they went to smoke..

A great day indeed..Next year would be my last yr of teen..OMG!!

2008-11-29T10:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Raihana

This girl has finally turn 18..or is it 28?Ana..which one?haha.Its only between me n her to know what the hell i'm talking about.

Yesterday had a suprise gathering for Ana.Thanks to ifah for dragging her and wasting time till all of us are gathered at Seoul Garden.Edah n Syirah couldn't make it.Both of you better make it up to us.Especially u,Edah.

Something happened while we were waiting for the arrival of the bdae gerl.This guy was freaking crazy and scary.Thank god we're in public places and atlease there's this manager helping us to get rid of that guy.

After that incident,we were waiting for both of them.Ifah say they're going up.So all of us quickly set up and light up the candle.We waited and waited and the candles are getting really short.Yati tried calling ifah but sumhw got reception difficulties.We blow the candles 3 times fyi.When ana came,it was almost gone and she still wanna take picture with the lighting candles.No time for pic and she blow the candle.Sorry ana for that.But u guys took a long time to come.

We ate and ate.Felt different without syirah.Cause shes the one with big appetite besides ana.Ain gave up first.After all had given up,our dear ana cn still eat.We sat there waiting for her to say,"im full".She did finally after eating her fruits and ice-cream.

Oh!Saw Fadhli and Faiz..and RJ...after so long since i last saw them..

Ok toodles.

2008-11-24T20:26:00.007+08:00

Have you been in a situation where how you feel is not important but all that other person think of is her situation,her problems and what she is incapable of doing..

To that other person..I don't know if we're friends or not..but hear me out..

JUST GET THE FUCKING OUT OF MY LIFE!!

You have been treating me like shit and i can't take it any longer.What i did to you was cruel.I admit.I regret every second of it for the past one year.But i'm a human being GODDAMN IT! Oops sorry..ALLAH DAMN IT!I have feelings and my heart is not a toy for you to play with.

Anywho....

My weekends went alright except the one above.Saturday,i get to meet my cousins.Not all.Manage to catch up on certain stuff.Finally i know ma cousin's husband bro is in e same sch as me and he told me e bro did talk to me once.When i saw the pic,i was "oh tis guy!"

Sun was spent with my hubby..Came down my hse to study.Arnold's delivery service failed us coz they dont provide services wen its raining.It was freaking drizzling at tt time.So we ended up ordering pizza.Slept right after they left.

Today,no else to go..me n dee decided to hang out at Naz's place.Tmr its going to b dee's hse.NOT! I will b sleeping instead of chilling.His bed is so nice to sleep ah.No wonder kept coming to class late huh!

At Naz's place..

She was excited abt tis roller ting that she try it on her hair.And it got stuck.

Look how adorable tis kitty is..He bite Dee's lanyard and ran off..HAHA!

News update: A mental girl escaped from IMH found in Tampines.If you know her,please contact us at 1800-love-her

look how lonely she is..B,i'll always be there for you..Love u waldorf!

Our time to emo!

2008-11-18T20:38:00.007+08:00

HIGH ELEMENTS @ ITE COLLEGE EAST

Had to come down to school @ 8am to attend this thing in school.Only 12 people turn up for it and it was very short. 10.30am we're already released.

Valerie was the most noisiest person up there.Ppl passing by actually laughed at her.She was scared and starting screaming n shouting.It was hilarious.All the way from the starting to the very end. Syafiqah and Idah still can talk on that rope while they were opp each other.Weird but funny ppl.

But despite it being short,i think it was a great experienced.Its not like ive done this before.But after so long,brings back e memories.I've overcomed this,so im hoping i can overcome any obstacles that awaits me in the future.

Stayed in school aft that till 3pm for case study.All we did was play cards.Watch some performance at amphitheathre.Damn her voice is damn nice lah.Its all sunny today.And the music,rock on!Jan was stress playing stress.Idah called us 'sotong hands' cause we play very fast.Diam eh Idah-na

This thurs will be the class phototaking.We make it a point to wear white top on that day.Wow.I wonder how the class spirit wld like that day.Too bad Mrs Sim is not able to join us cause she got this course thingy e whole day.Bt Mrs K will be taking with us.Yeah baby!

2008-11-13T22:55:00.019+08:00

HOW ABOUT AROUND OF APPLAUSE!!!

I LOVE RIHANNA!!

AND

SHE LOVE ME TOO!!

The show was FANTABULOUS!!!Best thing is we get to move to the seats infront.But not too front.No matter what,I'm still able to see her on stage!!

I had soo much fun with these two bitches of mine.They definitely saw the other side of me.

GOOD GIRL GONE BAD!!

So just now,it was my clubbing mode.Too bad those who didnt join is not able to see me that way..Right Idah and Dee??

Song after song.Scream at the top of my lungs like nobody's business.Dance like there's no tomorrow.Jump like I'm reaching for the sky.Groove like the waves at sea.

A NIGHT TO REMEMBER DEFINITELY!!!

Okay,I got to go.I wish the concert were on a Friday night.But,its definitely worth my money.So whatever happened there stays there and of course,in my mind.

Thanks both of you for this WONDERFUL night!!Definitely looking forward to this kind of thing in the future.LOVE YA GUYS!!

Rihanna: *throw flying kiss*
Me: *catching them!!*

2008-11-12T18:37:00.004+08:00

I think so far,the worst 'come moon' (like what ana said) wld be this time.So much drama.I also have been angry at ppl easily.

But thanks to those who cheer me up and make all those things go away with or without knowing what's going on.

Look at how adorable she look...

Oops sorry.I beg to differ.hehehe..

After bottling up ma feelings for so long,i finally decided to pop the bottle out and let it flow..

I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now

All that's lefts good-bye

To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

2008-11-07T16:16:00.060+08:00

Readers beware! Long post with lots of pictures.

After weeks of planning,6 November has finally come.School of Business Day 2008 has just ended.So these are all the pictures taken by Mohd Fauzee from Photography Club.

Our two emcees for the day.

Receptionist.

Emcees and Game Master preparing before the event starts.

Game IC briefing to the Group IC

Our coordinator Rabbani briefing e ICs.

Look at our Game Masters rehearsing.

One of the groups' performer.

Everyone preparing before event starts.

Start of the event with our very own emcees

Blue team Creative Songwriting performers

Red team performers

Our Game IC demonstrating the 4 legged race

and the game begins...

We have the champion which is...

The BLUE TEAM!

Green group performers

Aiz Baby and the percussionists

Last but not least,our Yellow team

Kecik and Nicholas explaining the next game..

Our panel judges

Find It!!Solve It!! game...

They were blindfolded to find the missing piece in that bag..

We have the winning team right here!

and the Yellow team is still figuring it out...

Another team manage to solve it...

Break time..

Red team cheerleaders!!

We have our Yellow team performing first for Cheerleading Competition..

Shake your body body!!

and there you go,the Yellow team.

Next we have the Blue team..

Followed by the Red Team...

Our Group ICs at work..

The River Shootout game begins...

THE FINALE...

TUG OF WAR!!!

Last but not least...

THE TEAM THAT MADE THE SCHOOL OF BIZ DAY A SUCCESS!!

So I would like to say a million thanks to the Sch of Biz Club members for helping me and Rabbani to run this event.You guys did a fantastic job,giving the best for whatever you have been assigned to do.Staying back in school till evening just to prepare for this day without complaining.The coordinators would like to apologise to you if we scolded or humiliate you guys in front of everyone.I'm happy that i was given a chance to work with you guys.I hope you guys co-operate with the next president next year and do better for Sch of Biz day 2009.

Lots of love and regards,
Baidura
(President of the School of Business Club)

2008-11-01T14:04:00.001+08:00

FUCK!

2008-10-25T19:05:00.002+08:00

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

I just love this song.Thanks dee for introducing B's new song.

Anyway,Aidah asked me to mention about her.We went to catch the movie High School Musical 3 yesterday at Ehub.I would have to say it's a nice movie.Like what Aidah promised me on thursday,that yesterday would be my resting and relaxing day.Thank you for that.

I will also like to thank Mr Ferhan for the popcorn and drinks.I owe you one.

I promise to make it up with my ITE cliques as i always have to go for meetings and so on.The last 6 months of school,we should hang out more.I hope Friday's outing to Swensen is still on.

2008-10-22T19:36:00.003+08:00

I WILL SURVIVE!!

I MUST SURVIVE!!

Had a phone conversation with Mrs K just now.She really help me alot.I miss her words of motivation.I think that is what that kept me going in Year 1.Year 2 is totally different.

New lecturers.New responsibilities.New task.

I'm glad that i have a group of friends that is helpful and caring.I was so busy and stressed up that i ask Idah to help me mark the attendance.Naz word's made me realise something.The rest of the group member who lighten my work by co-operating and doing things properly.And of course,lots of listening ears to listen to me complaining.

So Mrs K advice's helped me alot.Whenever im stress,i will blast my music.Jot down the things i need to do.After i'm done,i shall tick or cross them.Take one day at a time.Step by step.I'm the president therefore i have the power to control.

Other than school stuff....

Had a great time just now.During lecture,naz suggested going to have our lunch outside since we had 2hr break.When we were eating,it rains.The usual cliques wont have a prob abt that.Since we went with farhan,dinie and atan..that's where the fun part begins.

Farhan's main concern were..Before going to eastpoint,he put his helmet at his bike in sch.So when the rain starts to fall.."Kimak,gini helmet aku bertakung sia air..leh jadi tank ikan sey".

After eating,we had a tough time deciding whether to take train and drop to tamp and take 31 or take a cab and share among ourselves.Bla bla bla.They decided to walk under the mrt track.

Luckily,these guys have us girls that carry big bags.They put their stuff inside and help us carry.A bad thing to do when walking in the rain is wearing white outside and black inside.We were soaking wet when reach class and the air-con is so not helping.

But it was a great spending time with them.Suprisingly,we are much closer to the guys now.Maybe its because of the group projects.

2008-10-20T16:58:00.002+08:00

Life is so damn frustrating these few days.

First,it was the incident on friday.Only those who knows,know.I wish i could just turn it around and never did it.Damn it!Why oh why??!

2nd,my dad thought im not studying just because i talk to edah on fri for hours.It was the first time after so long i talk to her on the phone.Its not an everyday thing and ive never neglect my studies.The proof wld be through my results.Isn't that enough?Busting my ass off to get A for all my subjects and be a leader in my cca.

3rd wld definitely be about my cca.The attendance was bad.Meeting almost everyday with different people.The games,performance,goodie bags,logistics and PA system.The main stuff have alr been told to the in-charge.So that is one big burden lifted off frm my shoulder.There are other area that is urgh!!Why can't you just do what uve been told to?I know what im doing.Grooming the juniors is one thing.Then what is e seniors doing?Sit back and shake leg izit?They need guidance to help them with their task.I ask u to do it for my own reference,not urs.Its for me,coz i must b prepared wen im faced with the teacher in-charge.I have so many tings to do and this tiny lil ting u cnt even do!CCA is not my only priority alright!I sacrifice meeting up with frens and so on for this.Im not the leader for only this cca alright,i have ma studies too.Im not greedy to take up the role as leader for almost all the tings alright.I was appointed and ive never complain abt it coz that shows u guys n e lecturers believe in me.Do u need to be scolded to do ur job?I dont like to scold ppl in order for them to do their work but uve crossed the line and i had to do it.I have to be firm to u and i hate it.I want to enjoy working with my team.Not scolding.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN A BITCH AND AWKWARD!!

2008-10-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Destiny's Child - Girl

I have no idea what is going on with your life.Babe,we're your girlfriend.Share it with us.I hate seeing one of my girlfriends cry and it sucks cause i can't do anyting as i know nothing about it.Take ur time.Do tell us or me.I'm always here babe.To lend u my listening ear and my shoulder for you to cry on.You know who you are.I don't want to mention name here for your own good.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN A BITCH!!

2008-10-13T22:26:00.017+08:00

A VERY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY TWO SPECIAL PEOPLE!!

Nur Su'aidah
Alif Syazwan

Finally both of you have turn 18.FINALLY!

To Aidah, enjoy your special day even though its not with me(sob sob).I hope you like the present i got it for you.But don't think that's it,no more.I will give you my trust,my shoulder for you to cry on,my friendship that is everlasting and of course my love.

I love you dear friend!

Enough with the wishes and celebration.Here comes the pics from another celebration.Which i can tell you is not that much.

I finally got to see Dee in baju kurong.

Entertainment Dude & Bitch.

Single Ladies in the house!!

Uncle:All those who are tall stand at the back.

Cousins:*looking at each other*

Cousin:How are we going to know who's taller.We are all tall.

That's my chaotic but lovely family.

Guarded by two black dog.

On Saturday...

Jalan Raya with the gfs.I found this pics at my phone.It shld be Ahmad playing with my phone and taking these pics.More will come when i get them from edah n ana.

Reminder: The photographer is Ahmad.Not me.

New semester has begun.Timetable for tuesday sucks.The rest are okay.Not so bad.Two core subject to handle this time round.Hopefully i can manage it.I hope my auditing grp mates are co-operative.I have yet to find out who.But i know in my grp there will be 9ppl.

Ive been really tired since saturday.With jalan raya and ma dad in the hospital.If everything's alright,he will be discharged from the hospital tmr.I'll be busy till 6 November as Biz day is reli near and lots of tings have to be done in order it run smoothly.

I hope dad will be released tmr so i cn stop worrying so much.

That's it for now.Sorry if i bore u to death.

2008-10-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO MY DEAR FRIENDS OUT THERE!!

First day was great for me.I finally get to meet Erwandi Dhahlan!!(did i get it right?) He being so sweet came to meet me at my grandma's hse which is near to his hse.Less than 5mins walk.Its that near.So we talk,took picture..First time see him in Baju Kurung.My uncle who happen to went down saw us.He thought dee is my boifren.GOSH!!

After that,kept the ball rolling.Went to 12 hse that day.If im not wrong,i went home at 12.One tiring bt fun day.The next morning i woke up with a swollen toe.OH!Check ma results too after i woke up.Happy yet dissappointed.But its over and i shall look forward to another 6 last month in ITE.

Speaking of that,there's one thing i hate abt raya for e past one year n well tis year.I would rather prefer going with large groups of people than just my family.Cause people tend to ask me which sch im in cause they hav ntg better to ask me to avoid e awkwardness..If you hav ntg to ask,dont ask.Just leave me alone.I wld rather being left out (which btw,im used to..cause they wld prefer talking to ma sis n bro instead of me) than having the ans 'ohh'..

It sucks having a grp of gfs and i cant even talk to them abt hw i feel.Cause they can never ever ever ever ever know how it feels being stereotype as an ITE student.Girls,please dont try to make me feel better cause you wont.You will tend to pity me and i dont want that.

Oh!I can't wait for tmr cause frm what i heard just now,Faris Haziq is gonna go with us to jalan raya..YIPEE!!He is so adorable,cute n annoying at times.I love him cause he's cute n he calls me kakak(elder sis) instead of aunty.

Ps:I tink im having ma PMS moment

2008-09-25T20:36:00.003+08:00

5 more days to the end of fasting month.

What have i done so far?

Bake?

Clean my room?

Put up the curtains?

ALL CHECK!

My own things cleared.So i shall help out with my mom for e living room and in the kitchen starting from monday.

Now looking at my bro's room..Haiz.Thank god he's a guy.Imagine my room like that.Jeez.But one thing for sure,if ma room were to b in that situation..i wld do sumting abt it coz i cant stand it.Im a neat freak.A little less Monica.

My aim right now is to finish Farz's book so i could return them b4 raya.I borrowed 2 books from lib on tues and im done with it.I returned it and nw left with her book.Gosh.What's happening?I have nothing to do to kill time.

So that brings me to the nex ting i did to kill time.I watch tv series such as Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives.If Friends is played on tv,i watch it.Never fail to make me laugh.

Okat thats all folks!

"Oh so you want me to sleep with you and take your money.Jeez,if that were a job,what would they call it.." -Gaby

2008-09-20T20:51:00.002+08:00

I shall update my blog now before I make my best friend thinks that she gave me an absolutely brilliant idea to update after 1st of Hari Raya.

ANYWHO....

This is the very last thing that i baked for this year.After this i shall help my mom clean up the house.

I'm sure some of you are wondering why i have so many free time.It's because I withdraw from attachment already.I can't take it any longer.Having to go to retail area is fine by me.But selling laptop and having to work from 11-8 instead of 9-5.30 is a big NO NO for me.The paper given even stated that i'll be working from mon-sat(5 1/2day) but somehow and suddenly i have to work on weekends.

I had a phone conversation with dee the other night and it was great.I miss late night calls.Me and dee sure settled some stuff.Regarding the whether ure tis or not.haha.

Reading Aidah's story made me dream about her story and i actually dreamt something aweful n disgusting.URGH!I told her about the dream..and..wait..i forgot what her reaction was..oh well..

The other day,after i end my driving lesson,i went to meet farz.So follow her n her mom to NTUC and then straight to her house.I finally got my choc oreo cheesecake..yummy!! I shall not eat them everyday.Not good for me but im still loving it.

That's all for now.Peace out!

When I'm down you're there

Pushing me to the top

You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm

For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm

I turn to you

For the strength, to be strong

For the will to carry on

For everything you do, for everything that's true

I turn to you

2008-09-16T20:06:00.003+08:00

As of now,there's 13 more days to Hari Raya! Why i can't wait?? Because my weekends was spent baking these.. (below)

FYI,I make all this.From starting to the very end.Instead of doing with my sis,i end up doing all of it with e help of my mom.

Its so different sleeping on ur bed and on e floor.Yes,i slept over at my sis place on sat night.She offered me her bed since my bro in law is working night shift.So she is not so mean asking her beloved sis to sleep on the floor at the living room.I just want to watch tv and have lots of space.

I shall not talk about my attachment.Don't ask.Don't pester me to tell you.

2008-09-13T00:50:00.013+08:00

Exams are over.One semester to go.Time pass by so fast.Mummy Edah said this to me,"aww,my bai grow up so fast"

Celebrated the end of exam by rebonding my hair.Shall thank Xiuling soooo much for bringing me there and accompany me till 1 plus in the morning.Walking to her house along the LRT track was great.So peaceful.Thanks to my bro too for fetching me all the way from Seng Kang.

Today was well spent.Woke up quite early thanks to the renovation at the nex block.I could have slept more and wake up at 1 which wld be just nice since im meeting farz at 2.30.

For the first time,i was late.It has always been me waiting for her.After so long,i finally get to go shopping.But i wish we had more time to shop.It was great though.Either i wait for her in the changing room or vice versa.Just now it was both of us.I miss going shopping with her.

Time check:4pm and its time to meet the gfs.Met yati n ifah at the int and we make our way to simpang bedok.Edah came after that.I lost the bet.Shit! That's it,she gonna do things tt mite make me embarass.The rest joined in after that.

Food is served at 6.30pm!We suffered for 30mins looking at the food right in front of us.

While waiting for break fast,we talk..take pic..

The Black Shirt couple

The Green Couple. *Syirah is covering her green top*

After eating,time to cut cake.Birthday girl is Sharifah Farhanah Binte Syed Halid.Like finally turn 18 on 14th September.Have a wonderful birthday on sunday alrite babe??

Geylang is our next destination.Really tiring and hot.Reach home around 12.30.AH!!!

okay,till next time.Chiao!

2008-09-04T14:17:00.003+08:00

"One step at a time"

All i can say that these past few days ive been slacking and its making me scared.No motivation for me to even start revising for costing.Let me check when is the paper..hmm..its MONDAY damn it!

OMG!!PANIC ATTACK!!

COOL DOWN..

Breathe in breathe out..

Okay..I tink too much abt this exam..

Let see..anything interesting in my life..hmm..i guess not..sucks huh?

OH!OH! I had a terifying moment on tues.I was driving on that freaking slope,then my instructor asked me to stop.At first it was okay,then he asked me to release the brake slowly..I panicked when it starts to move backward and so i (being e dumb one here for a second) release the brake entirely.But it was fun as i get to go out from Ubi area and to bedok reservoir there.Wee!!

So thats the only ting exciting that happened for this week..

I now have a talent..which is to make the rain 'stop'..Whenever its 'cold',they will ask me to sing so it wld b 'hot' again.Get it??Sexy u know my voice..rite gals??

Okay im off to grandma's hse.

Ps: I miss my girlfrens

2008-08-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

I miss this people sooo much that they appear in my dreams.Gfs..this is the part where u guys should go "awwww...."

Here is how the dream goes:

1st i receive a text message from edah saying she wanna mit up.So I went to meet her and both edah n ana was already there.And then after awhile,i saw ifah n yati from far.I called them.Syirah and ina,if i can rmbr is that ina working..syirah doing her RJ.Me being the blur one suddenly realised edah wants to meet me n ana only.Cause her facial expression shows it all.Like basket like that rite..Well it was only a dream.

Exam is like really around the corner.I'm not confident i can clear them.From costing to accounting.That's how pathetic my life is.Hearing from some ppl that Guan Liang actually finished all the revision papers makes e situation even worst.I dont mind if he beat or whatsoever.But all that i care about is ma grades.Not some stupid competition with a really lame guy.

After exam wld b my attachment.Seriously no holidays for me for this semester.But well,its for my own good.Okay chiao!

2008-08-23T19:01:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish my beloved sis Happy Belated Birthday.I know i may not say this often,but i do love you very very much.Even if people say that we both don't look alike,you're still my sis in my heart not matter what.Love you sis.

Well,my bro ask me to update abt him.Well the story goes like this..Yesterday i had this cca leaders bonding thing.I end at 6.30pm and it was raining.So i called him to fetch me up.Wait wait,he didnt fetch me from sch..So i walk all the way to simei mrt with dee.No,havent yet.I took the train to pasir ris and THEN he fetch me from there.For that,he wants me to put at my blog saying that he is the Best Brother In the World.No matter what,he still is.hehe.

Okay i dont know what to update.I had to cause aidah asked me to.Not blaming you aidah.So erm..i shall go by what happened tis week?

So tuesday,it was my first driving lesson.Mr Tahar was hilarious.He didnt make the whole 1 n half hour boring.He didnt only teach me abt driving,but also certain things abt life.Before i went to meet him,I was nervous and unsure abt what i was doing.So i alight one stop before the actual bus stop.I walk all the way to think abt it.

When i finally get my hands on the steering wheels and actually made that car move,I was sure why i wanted to drive so much.The feeling's great man.Looking forward for tuesday.

On wed,i met my sexy yati.Dee,naz n pang finally met another gf of mine.Woah.I feel like im a player.So anw,i taught her certain stuff.Boy oh boy,some of the stuff i dont even know lah.Even pang (the boy who knows everything) have no clue to that topic.Sorry yati for that.I had a great time no matter what walking with her n catching up.

Okay thats all for now.

2008-08-18T20:16:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for quite some time.I was addicted to this show that only some ppl know what i am talking abt *winks*.By watching that show,really makes me confuse about myself lah.Like what i told aidah,I shall be both to get the best of both worlds.

So anyway..my saturday was great.Dee wld say,"finally u have a life" to me.Cause i went out.Haiz.I jz dont feel like going out on weekends sumtimes.After a week long going to sch n stuff,sitting at home watching tv or sleep is the best.

Right now im havin a conversation with Ifah at msn.Should i teach or tutor ppl accounts?Last week was Ifah,this week is Yati.Next Sem wld b Ana(if she get lah).Chey!To tutor somebody's child n ur fren is totally a two diff thing lah.Haiz.

Recently,i dont know what is up with me that i kept waking up late.The poor person wld b idah cause i always go to sch with her almost everyday.Now she's my wake up call.The first thing in e morning tt im gona hear is her voice nw.So sweet lah she.

Thinking of that person really affect my sleep time.Time to forget abt Mr X so i cn concentrate on my studies and exam.Dee!!HELP!!

Another thing tt affect my sleep is abt Biz Club.I was freaking mad at Norbit lah on friday.She told me that i've didnt do enuf events for her to b satisfied.Like WTF!!Just because im e chairman!Fuck sia!Then she took out those ppl i really nid help from cause they have done enuf.ARGH!!Thank god syaf will b there.I dont know how im gonna survive without her.I'm also glad that ma vice-chairman will support me.What a lovely team!

I wish all my gfs who is gonna sit for their exam either tis week or next week the best of luck!Love and miss you girls soo much!

2008-08-13T21:25:00.005+08:00

This song truly speak out whatever i'm feeling inside.Thanks ifah for the song!hehe

2008-08-12T19:37:00.007+08:00

First thing first,before you say i never tell you..I've already passed my Final Theory Test..Wish me all the best for my Prac Test which,i dont know when..

After test,I went to meet Farz and Jan.Im such a sweet friend to help my fren Halimah Jan to drag my even sweeter fren Farz to go bra shopping using Farz's membership card.Win-win situation for me.I get to meet Farz and i get to go bra shopping with Jan.I know her size now *winks*

11th August is the date that after so long me and dee finally had bowling session with the cliques.It was suppose to be a class outing,but those who turn up was Naz,Naufal,Jan,Dee,Su,Pang,Mooda and me. Atleast 8 is a crowd.First time bowling with them.

From bowling to dinner at Magic Wok to shopping at Marina Square to going home by train was great.One word to describe that day,

FANTABULOUS!!!

2008-08-06T18:45:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Mrs K!!

Naz actually asked Mrs K to do her pose..and Farhan just had to spoil the pic..

Mrs K being cleaned up by Naz aft e guys put cream all over her face..

It's not Khairin's Birthday,but he got sabo-ed as usual..

The plan actually worked.But some people are unable to make it for lunch.Its okay.I'm glad almost the whole class actually turn up.

Thanks to Jan Halimah cause she manage to make a date with Mrs K for today's lunch.A SPECIAL thanks to the special Naz and Dee for buying the present.Thanks to those who actually followed us and crack our head on which cake to buy.Last but not least,a big THANK U to fellow classmates who made this thing a success.

The day started with me picking up Idah from her hse coz i took the cab.Its a risk to bring a big cake and take the bus during the peak period.Like i've said to idah yest,if i were to take the bus and somehow some idiot ruin the cake,i will definitely scream despite the fact that it hurts to talk with this ulcer.

Oh!The taxi driver said to me that those who become my friends are very lucky.Amaciam??hehe

Aft reaching sch at 7.45(like omg rite),waited for this VIP.Went to cafe 2 to put the cake at one of the stalls.Then yadayada..11.30 then Mrs K joined us for lunch.After the tax ppl finish eating,me n jan went to take the cake.Had the rest to distract her from turning back.So both of us prepare the cake.

I walk slowly behing Jan with my hand up in the air counting 1,2,3..then???

2008-08-04T20:48:00.008+08:00

Cigarettes anyone??

ps:I never smoke(I swear edah..dont scream at me)..but im a passive smoker..sitting in between them and breathing is so refreshing!!

Look how tempting it looks..

I just had to pick the best one..Dee,i swear im gonna delete all the photos u took of urself ah..

Look how cute and nice haircut she had..

Naz's bitchy face(trust me,tis isnt so bad) and my cutie face..HAHA

This is how we chill at starbucks..

Who's cuter??!!

Had a great today,but the ulcer just had to ruin it.I never talk much today due to it.So i wrote it on a piece of paper instead.Its at the freaking tongue lah okay?So these lovely clique of mine is so nice that they are actually tease me.Especially Naz.Jan was so sweet help me order the food.U sure have a big heart!

Warning!Never ever ever ever give Naz drink starbucks coffee in the morning.Today was like her bitchy day.Find fault with everyone even me.Thank god there was Jan to layan all her crap.And when she lost in their argument..she will just scream in a geram manner.Freaking hilarious.Then she also scream at the lecture theatre..to calling our CA who is standing in front preparing to start the lecture, by her name,"Sim Gim Hiah!!"

My conversation with Naz at AA1 class..

Naz: *she ask some qn..i cnt rmbr*

Me: *just nod my head*

Naz: Oh i forgot u cnt talk..see,im talking..

Damn bitchy lah she..

Now jan got a new name..Instead of Halimah Jan..now change to Jan Halimah..

From touching our asset,to instant braces using staple bullet..She's totally high..All thanks to her Venti 7 pumps Vanilla Latte..

But aft sch,she was such a sweet heart..Treat us drinks and even food.Where?At starbucks of course.After calculating,she actually spent about $50 at starbucks lah..Her reason? "I have nothing to spend on." But i think its better..rather than she spend on cigarettes.

The topic was,about our past and what are the wildest thing u did.I still hold the innocent person in the grp award.After Jan left,Naz manage to dig in from me and she got so excited abt it she start asking Dee and Naufal.Dont peck at ppl ok!

Thanks Dee for taking pics so i cn update..

2008-07-31T21:13:00.010+08:00

Tourism Project = DONE!!

MRC Travel Agent
The people that make this project a whole lot of fun!

Our Beloved audience..thanks Go-Go Travel Agents!hehe

Naufal being friendly with the 'customer'

Idah making Mr Hari smell nicer..oops!

The group that present aft us..And they come all the way from Bali..

Q&A session was the challenging part for the presentation..Gosh! But we manage to answer it all thanks to the team!Great teamwork guys! I had a great time working with you guys..from going places to places till night..skipping school together..chill out at Razif(Mooda's boifren) workplace aft 'exploring' Singapore..coming to my place and use all the tools that i have to make the brochure..hanging out at coffeebean.. I'll definitely miss those times..

Me n Jan had a great time playing with Naz's hair..

Cheerleader tak menjadik..

Ikat tkde tinggi lagi ke Jan??

Okay that's all for today.

2008-07-27T19:58:00.013+08:00

Me and my niece.

So..finally had the gfs gathering.Gfs being gfs..they are one hour late.Supposedly,the meeting time was at 12..Then Syirah msg me at 11.20 telling me she havent bathe.Like OMG!!Me and yati had to wait for them.Luckily got yati to accompany.So syirah reach at 12.45..And then right,this minah even later..1pm.

The 'Cleavage' babes

So we ate at BBQ Chicken at EHub.Edah thought it was syirah's idea to eat there coz its korean.Talking while eating.wait..plus laughing.With syirah and yati being the 'freaks'..There are some jokes that is reli funny..but i shall let edah blog abt it maybe..

Ana joined us at Coffeebean aft our lunch.With my handphone,they took pics with it..And guess what,syirah played with the frames and the rest gets real excited abt it..

Fun part was catching up with edah aft that while waiting for her boifren.Took 15 all the way to TP there..Then walk to mac.Main topic was love life.At point of time,she's freaking annoying that i feel like wrestling her..like e one we saw at tv mobile..

Thats all.Chiao

2008-07-25T19:05:00.008+08:00

Those who dont listen to jiwang song..please press the close button or jz click to the links at the side..

Kemana Kau Menghilangkan Diri

Cintaku Dipermainkan

Dua Insan

This is Dinie having the ride of his life!!

2008-07-24T17:24:00.009+08:00

All my CAs is OVER!!!

This is what happened this morning..I forgot to revise this entire journal entry as Mrs Ang asked us to yesterday.I was so lazy to bring my THIN txtbk to sch since there's no accounting lesson..So i use technology to its advantage and open up the page..set ma fone camera to document mode and snap!In the bus,i just took out my fone and tried to understand the accounts.It helps!!This thing actually did come out in the paper jz nw.Pheww!!But one annoying things was,i cant rmbr whats e double entry for 4% Debentures.

I think in a few years time aft i graduate from ITE..I wld definitely miss this moment where we used to study at starbucks aft sch..especially naz..who last min wld want to study and revise..

Jan's perfect shot..and Naz's perfect shots..She finally got her perfect shots..for her drink i meant..while jan has been trying to take 'GREAT' pics using my fone..Like what she said,"you dont need gd camera to take gd photos..its ur skills.."

Beaulas,recognise that lady in blue..I think she was one of the math teacher..Not sure if i got it right..
Half mad and half sad coz jan make me spilled my drink!!It was an accident..She asked me to move forward so she cn take pic so she pull ma chair and ma hand knock onto the table therefore ma drink fall to the ground.

See how slacky they are aft CAs..hehe..nah..this was taken while waiting for Mr Hari to know our results for tourism.Im thankful that i manage to clear 2 out of 3 of my CA paper.Waiting for my Accounting results now..

Yesterday was one hell of a day..Best day of the week maybe..Thanks to naz baby..She sure got lots of confession to make yest..From the 'im no gangster..but im a frenster'..to 'im kental'..to 'deep down im still a girl and i still have a V'..Thats why she's special..*singing naz's special song*

My conversation with ana..i cnt rmbr i thank her for wad..

B:Sey sey sey,TERIMA KASEH!!

A:Ma ma ma,SAMA SAMA!!

Highlight of the day yest was i saw ma edah..Speak of the devil..Rad shld hav been there sey..Naz's look wld b priceless..Talking abt edah rite..Edah,u know the pic i have of us beside my bed..the one we ate ice cream thanks to peng2 who blanje us..on my 15th birthday..that pic made me hav lots of flashback..

I MISS BEAULAS!!!

Babes,this sunday we meet okay??Afternoon cn??I shall assure u we will end before 3 or 4..Pweety please??

Reminder to myself:I shall upload some videos taken today..

2008-07-20T12:34:00.005+08:00

This is how ITE Simei looks like when there's fire drill.I find it cool.

Dee helped us for our brochure when he haven't even started his...how sweet rite him??After his percussion yest,he met us at starbucks simei.

okay.toodles

2008-07-15T13:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BABE!!!

Just here wishing my darling here a Happy 18th Birthday.Welcome to the club babe! For the past 6 years,i dont know if i ever say this or whether its ever enough..But im still gonna say it and will never ever stop saying it..Im glad to have you as my friend and I love you!Enjoy your day!!We'll meet up soon okay!!

Okay,i'm off to study!!

2008-07-13T19:04:00.001+08:00

Singapore Flyer was AWESOME!!

My 'emo' dad..

My cool siblings..i just realise its from e shortest to the tallest..

Sweet couple or what?!hehe..My cool parents

So yesterday,me and my family went to Singapore Flyer.My mom has been bugging my sis to buy the tics.So finally she did.It was great.Especially when you can see the National Day tingy going on at Marina Bay.But of course didnt manage to see the whole ting.DUH!!

So aft that,me and the rest went to have dinner at Eunos there.My sweet bro treat us.There's like 11 people around a table.Oh i forgot to mention my bro-in-law's family was there too.So tat makes it 11..Im sure dee know who one of em is..hehe..

After dinner,me and my siblings went to SAFRA at Changi there for bowling session.It has been so long since i last played bowling.I lost the first game.tsk.So aft bowling,make our way back to home sweet home.I love when my bro drive very fast especially wen he corners.Like what ma mom always say,"Ko nie kalo corner..corner ribut.."

Finally manage to finish up abit of the report.Argh!I still havent start studying for my tourism CA tis coming wed.I swear i havent even touch e bk yet.Its hard for my frens to believe that i didnt touch any book during e holidays.Am i such a nerd??

This video is for you dee!!ENJOY!!!!hahaha..

2008-07-11T19:01:00.010+08:00

Look at how hardworking naz is..she is studying lah..

Naz's Radi baby..

He is sooo doing my pose lar..

Camwhore buddy

Obviously Mr Choy's lesson was boring..so what else..?

Ana took this pic and she says its funny..
The pics above was taken when they were playing with my phone..Its either they forgot to delete it or jz leave it so we all can see hw weird they are...

Finally Costing CA is over..One down,two more to go..Main focus right now is to finish up my projects,CA and then i will focus on my SBC events.Gosh Annie Koh has been bugging me abt the charity work..

I have nothing more to update..Unless all of u wanna know hw i study..what did i study..so if not,u can jz go the links at the side or the 'x' button..

2008-07-06T16:17:00.004+08:00

THE CAMP WAS FUN-TASTIC!!

Team B a.k.a Blue team a.k.a BLUETOOTH!!!See how united we are..

Heart shape made from our water bottles..Sweet rite..haiz..i miss them already

My roomies..and just look at how tired sheema was..

Our late night talk..This was taken on e 2nd night..

As some of you know that i just came back from camp..like ive said,it was fun-tastic!I love my group!So united that we won the best group performance for the theme party.Too bad we didnt manage to video it.

Lectures was draggy for the first two days..First night reli test our team spirit..We were suppose to find a blue stick so we could get our clue..NACLI is freaking big lah..No matter what,we still stick together and manage to find it.Even though we are the last grp,we just continue..Our goal was to finish this game and at the same time enjoy ourselves.

2nd night was the theme party.B4 that,we were in such a hurry to get ready our performance..We didnt even get enuf time to dress up..But the effort paid off..Had to remember all the lines,the cheers and even the dance move in just one day..So i shall say,Good Job Bluetooth!!

Last day we had outdoor activity.Like finally!The firs game was kinda tiring bt we still motivate each other.The trolley part was fun..Me and some of the people went for e 2nd one to break the record..but we failed..who cares..i had fun..especially wen Kaz was making jokes..onli me n rendi cn hear them n thus we laughed.Laiha n Raudhah was helping us by making some beat or tune..

At lunch,we all sat at the same table..the main topic was relationships.That was our last lunch together..but i hope that wont b e end of it..Hopefully can see them in sch..The train ride was great.We make it like as if the whole cabin belongs to us..with our bags and the talking..

Now i wanna make a shoutout to my beloved BROTHER..I LOVE U BRO!!SOO MUCH!!!

So sweet of him to have bought that 'ting' for me..and also for the movie tics..its very rare to find him asking me n ma sis out to a movie..All thanks to Angelina Jolie..haha..Once again,thank u bro!!

Sch starting tmr..I cant wait to meet u lovely classmate in sch..C ya!!